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i havent worked a ten hour shift in a long time. it was strangly gratifying. the people watching at the mall of georgia is amazing....some of the strangest types go through that place.
as i was trying to take my mind off of eating (fasting was/is a bitch), i read on the road. it was really great to get back to it, but it left me kind of uneasy. i need a road trip. i want to stop thinking about business, money, etc.....its starting to eat me up. cycles dont sit well with me. everything im doing is starting to feel like one giant instant replay. i want to go and hang out in new york. i want to fly to rio....something. i think what i need is to win the lottery and then blow all of it
i think i would buy a rollercoaster
as i was driving an oversized purple van home i had a nice thought. living here has been one of the most humbling experiences i think i could have. i have to swallow down every last bit of pride everytime i ask someone to sleep on their couch. i dont hate doing it, sometimes its really fun....it makes me feel like a nomad.......every once in a while it makes me feel like im sal paradise. most times however, i feel terrible about it. im definitely someone who wants to be respected, and its hard to feel that when your well-being constantly depends on others. who needs respect though? it really doesnt go that far......anyways, i feel like the whole experience has toughened me up some....its taught me some good lessons. i dont know how long i can keep doing it, but its all well worth it when you are where God wants you to be. to put it plainly, sometimes it sucks to do what God wants you to do.....but there is a light at the end of this somewhere. its coming soon....
"cant count to you all the lovers ive burned through. so why do i still burn for you....i cant say"
as i was trying to take my mind off of eating (fasting was/is a bitch), i read on the road. it was really great to get back to it, but it left me kind of uneasy. i need a road trip. i want to stop thinking about business, money, etc.....its starting to eat me up. cycles dont sit well with me. everything im doing is starting to feel like one giant instant replay. i want to go and hang out in new york. i want to fly to rio....something. i think what i need is to win the lottery and then blow all of it
i think i would buy a rollercoaster
as i was driving an oversized purple van home i had a nice thought. living here has been one of the most humbling experiences i think i could have. i have to swallow down every last bit of pride everytime i ask someone to sleep on their couch. i dont hate doing it, sometimes its really fun....it makes me feel like a nomad.......every once in a while it makes me feel like im sal paradise. most times however, i feel terrible about it. im definitely someone who wants to be respected, and its hard to feel that when your well-being constantly depends on others. who needs respect though? it really doesnt go that far......anyways, i feel like the whole experience has toughened me up some....its taught me some good lessons. i dont know how long i can keep doing it, but its all well worth it when you are where God wants you to be. to put it plainly, sometimes it sucks to do what God wants you to do.....but there is a light at the end of this somewhere. its coming soon....
"cant count to you all the lovers ive burned through. so why do i still burn for you....i cant say"