Empty

[songindarkness]

I'm so empty these days. How is it that crises can leave one feeling so empty. I would weep for the spectre of the me that could have been, if I could feel. Then I do feel, ripples and waves of anger and agony, suppressed with force of will or bored into quiescence by continuous banality. Games are played on phones, TV watched and then sleep is

Comments

[tayles]

*hugs*

'More' can be different things to different people. I think it's good to try and find happiness in the little things, even if they're not leading to a big existential peace of mind. Hanging out with friends, enjoying a good book, spending time with family... I think that's you having an impact on your friends' lives, making their lives brighter, and that's something more.

You wanna make my life a little brighter by hanging out one day? Evening drinks or a museum trip next weekend? I miss my Jacqui.

[songindarkness]

*hugs* Sorry I have taken so long to reply. I am totally crap at replying. Shit happens and I'm not good at dealing with it. And I definitely need to spend time with my friends. I get hung up on the big stuff and then I don't do anything, not even the little things.

I miss you too! I would love to hang out with you! I've been totally completely broke, but I get paid tomorrow.