Concern
I have had a headache that borders on severe more often than not for about two weeks or so. I can't touch my head, I can't move it very fast and it makes me nauseous. I know it has been a migraine but then it gets so bad that I am in tears. Either my migraines have gotten worse now or this is something else.
Everyone seems to be concerned with the way the pain pills don't seem to help me. Espeically the hubby and my work. I convinced them that whatever it is I am not contagious but they still look at me like I am an oozing blob of snot.
It is really starting to bother me how badly this hurts.
I went shopping, trying to get through my daily life without letting it bog me down and it just throbbed the entire time. I met up with a guy I went to high school with and tried to laugh to make it go away and it only made it worse. The everday sounds around me are bothering me, the sunlight is killing me, the air that hits my face makes my head hurt.
I just want to cry.
I'm trying to psyche myself up and put on the happy face before I go to work but it is slowly chipping away. My heart is heavy because I can't shake this feeling ... and the worrying people who think something else might be wrong aren't helping.
I'm sure it is just a bad migraine. It has to be.
Monday I am calling the doctor and finding out what the hell is wrong with me. I cannot go on like this. I cannot live like this.
I know I shouldn't wait until Monday but this just doesn't seem like an Emergency room type of situation as much as my hubby threatens to take me there if this doesn't go away.
It's just a headache.
I saw what my father felt like with a tumor in his head. I saw the massive excruciating pain he went through. This is not it so everyone can relax.
I just have a bad migraine.
Lucky Lucky Me.
Everyone seems to be concerned with the way the pain pills don't seem to help me. Espeically the hubby and my work. I convinced them that whatever it is I am not contagious but they still look at me like I am an oozing blob of snot.
It is really starting to bother me how badly this hurts.
I went shopping, trying to get through my daily life without letting it bog me down and it just throbbed the entire time. I met up with a guy I went to high school with and tried to laugh to make it go away and it only made it worse. The everday sounds around me are bothering me, the sunlight is killing me, the air that hits my face makes my head hurt.
I just want to cry.
I'm trying to psyche myself up and put on the happy face before I go to work but it is slowly chipping away. My heart is heavy because I can't shake this feeling ... and the worrying people who think something else might be wrong aren't helping.
I'm sure it is just a bad migraine. It has to be.
Monday I am calling the doctor and finding out what the hell is wrong with me. I cannot go on like this. I cannot live like this.
I know I shouldn't wait until Monday but this just doesn't seem like an Emergency room type of situation as much as my hubby threatens to take me there if this doesn't go away.
It's just a headache.
I saw what my father felt like with a tumor in his head. I saw the massive excruciating pain he went through. This is not it so everyone can relax.
I just have a bad migraine.
Lucky Lucky Me.