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i want to weigh 115 lbs
instead i weigh 140

everyone tells me i don't look like it...it's probably muscle
but it sucks
i want to be skinny skinny
i'm tired of my legs i want to chop them off
and
i'm getting spider veins from being on my feet all day

and my boss closed the diner at 5 today! we're supposed to be open til 10...at least 9
so money is lost

sorrry for being a selfconscious complainy girl today