I don't even know

[songbird86]

Last night was very interesting - mostly really fun with one disconcerting moment thrown in. Ate and drank enough calories for the rest of the week, met a lot of cool people, had a great time celebrating my friend's birthday...and then, well, I don't want to talk about it. Managed to leave it off (deciding to deal with it at a more sober time) and

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[songbird86]

Seriously Steph, just being my friend and being your wonderful, cheery self helps more than you'll ever know. I'm not sure exactly what things you're referring to (since I guess there have been a few lately), but please know that I am doing alright for the most part and have never thought that you were absent or insensitive. I'm sorry, too that I didn't really give much indication that things were going on. I don't always know how to tell people that kind of stuff and usually just try not to show it.

It's so funny that you should say that, because a) I feel like a mess most of the time and b) I'm often jealous of you - you're put together, have an infectiously fun personality, your outfits are always impeccable, you're extremely intelligent... I could go on for ages. So, yeah. Don't feel silly, because actually I am quite jealous of your amazing-ness, too!

Anyway, I love you a whole lot and I'm really glad you're my friend. Thanks for the message. I know you're not so big on the whole sappy thing and it really touches me that you took the time to leave a note.