it's first dayof my last semester ...
at school. and i should be stoked, right? At least i think i should. It's been pouring rain (not for the last hour though) and so many things have happened and yet i have no one to tell. Courtsey of the fact that i have managed to piss off just about every person i talk to. that's included the person refered to in the last post.
You know how you have this whole thing "planned" and then nothing goes as planned? or in my case doesnt go as planned and progressively gets worse. it sucks. And i never realized how awful horoscopes were until just recently. Have you ever noticd how they're always postive? So when you're in a shit mood and it tells you ...
" This is an excellent time to have company or to give a party at your home. You are feeling hospitable, loving, and need to share comfort and affection with close friends and family. Home improvements or beautifying your surroundings in some way is also favored now. "
....its obviously a bunch of bull, becasue i am in no way feeling like that.
*sigh* anyway, im bored and alone, and all of this talk about Valentine's Day is only making it worse. It's not even a real holiday, and yet everything about it gets uder my skin. So while everyone goes on and on about that they're doing and were they're going, i will keep telling them, "oh my plans for Valentine's Day? staying in bed all day, while remebering that yet again i will be alone and heartbroken (again)waiting for it to be over."
my head hurts. i think its time to rest.