Understanding
People always say they know how you feel, they went through the same thing. but they dont know how you feel, because they're not you. Everyone has emotions, some wear them on their sleeves, others not so much. Some people, call people out. Some keep to themselevs. Some even post blogs. Doing all of the above.
I never wanted to hurt anyone. I didnt want to make anyone uncomfortable. I do admit i lashed out at people, since i've been told. i was wrong. it was out of line, out of character. I am sorry. And i kept to myself for that very reason. When i'm upset i am very mean, morose, unstable on every level. I asked for help but wouldnt listen. And so i stayed away so another wouldn't get hurt. So i wouldnt casue pain to others. And even with that, i still hurt people. That was not my intension. i was only trying to what was best. Stay away. It hurts me to see and realize that i did the exact opposite of what i was trying to do. i cant take back what i did. And most of it i dont. wont reget. i do aplogize for hurt people, when i didnt realize i was. And i apologize to those that i do know i hurt.
For those who have read my blogs, and those i have mentioned in my blogs...i name no names. I said what i meant,and i meant what i said. i will stand my ground. I take nothing back. It was the truth, it is and or was how i feel and nothing can change that. I know you may not agree on my antics, and i accept that. But this is my blog and i will say what i please. You dont like it, you dont aprove then find another blog to read, becasue i will change for no one, but me.
I never wanted to hurt anyone. I didnt want to make anyone uncomfortable. I do admit i lashed out at people, since i've been told. i was wrong. it was out of line, out of character. I am sorry. And i kept to myself for that very reason. When i'm upset i am very mean, morose, unstable on every level. I asked for help but wouldnt listen. And so i stayed away so another wouldn't get hurt. So i wouldnt casue pain to others. And even with that, i still hurt people. That was not my intension. i was only trying to what was best. Stay away. It hurts me to see and realize that i did the exact opposite of what i was trying to do. i cant take back what i did. And most of it i dont. wont reget. i do aplogize for hurt people, when i didnt realize i was. And i apologize to those that i do know i hurt.
For those who have read my blogs, and those i have mentioned in my blogs...i name no names. I said what i meant,and i meant what i said. i will stand my ground. I take nothing back. It was the truth, it is and or was how i feel and nothing can change that. I know you may not agree on my antics, and i accept that. But this is my blog and i will say what i please. You dont like it, you dont aprove then find another blog to read, becasue i will change for no one, but me.