I've got to move on....
...&be who i am/i just don't belong here/i hope you understand/We might find our place in this world someday/but at least for now/i gotta go my own way...." ("Gotta go my own way," High School Musical 2)
I've been doing what my friend told me to do...if you haven't noticed i don't use names, there's no need to but eveyone's information out there, & if i talk smack, you can't rat me out. Anyway, I've done what she told me to do to keep myself distracted, you know make a schedule, things i want to do. And it's been working for the last two days, even though he sent me a text this morning while i ws walking(walking & rocking out to my ipod, good stuff) which got to me, and i freaked. It was at the back of my mind all day, but i kept my cool, somewhat, and just kept walking, & sing to my tunes. It was, is a great idea, and i'm going to stick to it. Rehearsal helps too. I've got friends in the cast, and i've made new ones, and i'm having a blast. It's only my second show, so i'm still learning, and since there's so much to learn and do i don't have time to sit and wallow.
So i did what i had to do to make things right. I wasn't mean, i didn't casue a scene. I couldn't do it in person, i knew i would cry, so i sent am email. I wrote it out, and had a friend proof read it, and then i sent it....Everything was fine,until he replied. And then reality hit me, and i wan't to cry (i still do), but i didn't. I mean i knew it was going to happen, I just didn't expect it to hurt so much. But it was for the better...for both of us. So now we go our seperate ways and see where life takes us. We wait and see if it brings us together....or pulls us apart.
together...i hope
I've been doing what my friend told me to do...if you haven't noticed i don't use names, there's no need to but eveyone's information out there, & if i talk smack, you can't rat me out. Anyway, I've done what she told me to do to keep myself distracted, you know make a schedule, things i want to do. And it's been working for the last two days, even though he sent me a text this morning while i ws walking(walking & rocking out to my ipod, good stuff) which got to me, and i freaked. It was at the back of my mind all day, but i kept my cool, somewhat, and just kept walking, & sing to my tunes. It was, is a great idea, and i'm going to stick to it. Rehearsal helps too. I've got friends in the cast, and i've made new ones, and i'm having a blast. It's only my second show, so i'm still learning, and since there's so much to learn and do i don't have time to sit and wallow.
So i did what i had to do to make things right. I wasn't mean, i didn't casue a scene. I couldn't do it in person, i knew i would cry, so i sent am email. I wrote it out, and had a friend proof read it, and then i sent it....Everything was fine,until he replied. And then reality hit me, and i wan't to cry (i still do), but i didn't. I mean i knew it was going to happen, I just didn't expect it to hurt so much. But it was for the better...for both of us. So now we go our seperate ways and see where life takes us. We wait and see if it brings us together....or pulls us apart.
together...i hope