Jul 07, 2005 19:31
my mom being in the hospital is forcing me to do boring adult things. i have to run errands and make dinner and wash dishes and do the laundry and go grocery shopping. but really i'm not complaining much. because i was beginning to worry about myself. i asked my dad today how to start the dishwasher and then kind of like a drug addict i realized i needed some serious help. i wish bailey could read this...i know he would say that it's about damn time.
i'm putting my room together after painting. i kinda dont' want to cuz it looks so clean and smooth, and the more i bring in, the more crowded i feel. that immaculate feeling is so satisfying. but just like everything else it won't last.
and although there's so much more to say i can't really focus cuz i got some old school jock jams going in the background. yeah i know you're jealous. maybe later.