Mar 05, 2009 00:29
I think that part of my problem and being stuck down here at the bottom is that I have a lot of negative energy. A lot of that negative energy is coming from inside me, but a lot of it is also coming from outside forces (a big one being Daniel). This negativity is choking my ability to begin to climb out (which isnt an overnight process, but even when I feel like I'm climbing I realize I'm not) and it needs to stop.
So to that end, I've asked my friend to look into some cleansing rituals to help me expel my part of this and to protect me from the part that isn't mine. I just hope that whatever negativity is following me will go away.
I'm oober tired. night.