callie is..
wondering if there is an expiration date on emotions.
I ask because I feel at this point and time some of my emotions may be, to others, ridiculous and over dramatic. Granted, I don't feel like they are and no one has said that to me outright, but I tend to try to appease the masses and what I perceive they are feeling. I felt like that after the second breakup with Adam, after a month or so I just felt like my moping wasn't going to be tolerated (not that it was true but still). I just don't know how much longer I can get away with talking and fearing and feeling and everything with this new situation. I hope that I'm just being stupid because this isn't something I want to stuff in a closet somewhere and forget anytime soon. I say that because I feel that it isn't over. In fact, all signs and actions point to the fact that is has only just begun, and that depending on how some things go, I could be in for a big surprise (and not the good kind).
I got a job. Atleast that is going well. Hopefully the other part will fall into place as well. Need to decide on that soon but luckily I still have a little bit of time. School is okay, need to get some work done though. Yay weekends!?
that is all.
I ask because I feel at this point and time some of my emotions may be, to others, ridiculous and over dramatic. Granted, I don't feel like they are and no one has said that to me outright, but I tend to try to appease the masses and what I perceive they are feeling. I felt like that after the second breakup with Adam, after a month or so I just felt like my moping wasn't going to be tolerated (not that it was true but still). I just don't know how much longer I can get away with talking and fearing and feeling and everything with this new situation. I hope that I'm just being stupid because this isn't something I want to stuff in a closet somewhere and forget anytime soon. I say that because I feel that it isn't over. In fact, all signs and actions point to the fact that is has only just begun, and that depending on how some things go, I could be in for a big surprise (and not the good kind).
I got a job. Atleast that is going well. Hopefully the other part will fall into place as well. Need to decide on that soon but luckily I still have a little bit of time. School is okay, need to get some work done though. Yay weekends!?
that is all.