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life is incredibly interesting. i dont get it. at all. i had a verrrry weird dream last night. i think it was sprite. she was getting literally sexually harassed at this camp we were at. and none of the guys would stop. ever. and i was like the new girl. so i was quielty writing in my journal in a corner. and it got to the p[oint where she had some kid against the wall by his nexk and was like "leave me the fuck alone!" and even after her choking him as she walked away he grabbed her butt. and for some reason that pissed me off. so i threw my desk aside and everyone stopped and stared amd like didnt know who i was. and i went in his face and flipped out. so someone offered to take me home. and then i was in my moms classroom and was thinking i hope no one finds out that my mom is their teacher...she will lose her job. i dont know. it was scary even if it doesnt seem like it. im going to sarahs tomorrow and for the first time ever im depressed. not about going. i cant fucking wait for that. its just that when im there...the times always goes soooo fast...and im gonna be so fucking depressed when i have to leave. i dont know. and having to go back to work and like because of x-mas...iots gonna be awful for the next month :( im scared. i feel like shit. i feel disgusting.