FUCK U AMERICAN IDOL!
ok...lets begin with my morning. FIRST i find out from jon;s mom that he got a chance to sing yesterday!! (he SUCKS! by the way) they gave him 20 seconds and said...no. and THEN i find out that Cadye Myer...another friend from school that went with jon...got a wrist band to audition too,,,,,but..............she chickened out!!! fucking didnt use it! wasted the fucking audition instead of someone like me who would have died to fucking have gotten the chance...even if it was 20 seconds. im so angry with her. like,...what the fuck!??! and THENNNNNNNNNNNNNN i find out i didnt get the job that i wanted so bad. so much time in my life has been wasted....and im still jobless. i NEED to get a job or im screwed....REALLY screwed. i cant explain the extreme feeling of dissapointment rigth now. it hurts. and sucks. anyway. i have to go get a shower. talk to everyone later.