I guess I just don't get it.

Mar 16, 2010 21:10

I don't understand how you think that's how I mean it.

I love you. I want to know about what's going on with you. You have an exciting interview, I'm excited to hear how it went. So, when I don't get to hear about it, and call to chat... why do you have to respond "sorry I didn't call you right away" in a snippy tone....Like I have EVER said "Call me RIGHT AWAY"... It hurts my feelings you jerk. Not to mention the fact that it makes me feel like I'm unreasonable... and I'm sorry to inform you - I'm not.

I'm not sure what to do about this... Yes, this one example seems small. It's just one of the many times I feel like I don't matter that much. It's hard to be in a relationship with someone that you seemingly love more than they love you. I hate it... and it will easily drive me insane. I'm not sure this is the right thing. I'm always afraid you're going to make me seem like I'm insane and needy... again, which I'm not. I really don't appreciate you making it seem like I am. Yeah, I know this is repetitive...but man does it piss me off and frustrate me to no end. I just don't want to be mad about it all night and have a bad night... I've had such a good day.

I hate that you can do this to me.
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