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Well not a lot's happened in the past 10 days.
On Sunday it was my dad's birthday which entailed a lot of drink, food...and a bouncy castle! I discovered near the end of the afternoon that mixing alcohol along with bounncing up and down really didn't help lol. I managed to appear pretty sober in all the photos apart from one pic which I shall post in a bit.
Other than that, not a lot's really happened. Still looking for a job, will hopefully go to an agency tomorrow (seeming as they're closed at weekends...which I didn't discover until walking into the door wondering why it didn't open)
I finally got my song finished, am hopefully going to be able to record it. Because I don't know how to tag things I'll just post it in full here.
FYI: I Hurt Too
Well it's dissection two thirty five and I just dont know anymore
If there's even a reason why I cant understand my own flaws.
One day I'll find out the depth of this cut.
Still don't know why I'm scared of being myself to anyone else
I feel like I like the thought of being misunderstood
Guess it's better than being hated for who I really am.
Although the tears are flowing, at least I know that there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.
Part of me is glad that you can see right through me.
I can never be seen, never be hurt or ever be known.
All I'll ever be is the man I never was.
So in turn I'm sat here wondering who I could have been,
I could have been living it, loving it, liking all the things that I do and say.
If I'd have brought out the best in me.
Although the tears are flowing, at least I know there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
They say 'stop being shy and lazy.'
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.
I'm sorry for your problems and what life had put you through.
But I wish you hadn't of taken it out on me because FYI: I hurt too.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.
On Sunday it was my dad's birthday which entailed a lot of drink, food...and a bouncy castle! I discovered near the end of the afternoon that mixing alcohol along with bounncing up and down really didn't help lol. I managed to appear pretty sober in all the photos apart from one pic which I shall post in a bit.
Other than that, not a lot's really happened. Still looking for a job, will hopefully go to an agency tomorrow (seeming as they're closed at weekends...which I didn't discover until walking into the door wondering why it didn't open)
I finally got my song finished, am hopefully going to be able to record it. Because I don't know how to tag things I'll just post it in full here.
FYI: I Hurt Too
Well it's dissection two thirty five and I just dont know anymore
If there's even a reason why I cant understand my own flaws.
One day I'll find out the depth of this cut.
Still don't know why I'm scared of being myself to anyone else
I feel like I like the thought of being misunderstood
Guess it's better than being hated for who I really am.
Although the tears are flowing, at least I know that there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.
Part of me is glad that you can see right through me.
I can never be seen, never be hurt or ever be known.
All I'll ever be is the man I never was.
So in turn I'm sat here wondering who I could have been,
I could have been living it, loving it, liking all the things that I do and say.
If I'd have brought out the best in me.
Although the tears are flowing, at least I know there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
They say 'stop being shy and lazy.'
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.
I'm sorry for your problems and what life had put you through.
But I wish you hadn't of taken it out on me because FYI: I hurt too.
I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.