Whirlwind
It seems like forever ago. Then again, it seems like just yesterday. The last 5 days have been a total blur. I can't focus on anything for more than an hour. I can't enjoy anything. I have no energy, I don't sleep. All I can do is try chase away the horrible pictures that keep resurfacing in my imagination. All I can do is try to believe that God has a plan. That everything is under control. That even now, Jess is being held and loved by her daddy. All I can do is pray for a miracle. He holds her now.