Mar 11, 2005 10:30
I hate my hair.
It’s not straight, it’s not curly, it’s not wavy, it’s everything in between…. sort of like me. Curly in the front and then gradually wavy until the back where it is completely straight. Sometimes I think that my Greek and Anglo-saxon genes went to war and decided in the end to call a truce on my hair so they split it half/half.
I never see it in it’s natural state anymore. Every morning I attack it with a multitude of hair care and ceramic heating products. Every once in awhile I see someone on the street or on TV and I think that they have similar hair to mine and it looks good. Sort of puffy, wavy and sexy …So in the comfort of home I “let my hair out” hoping that maybe I will finally make peace with the demons of my mane and learn to love my god given locks. But every time it looks like birds nest landed on my head.
I have become obsessed with hair. I study other people around me. I can tell in a second who has straightened their hair, who has colored etc…. I envy girls with naturally straight hair. I dream of a day when I can walk from the shower and out of my house without having to touch my hair. I imagine that scientists are in the lab this very moment creating a new controversial solution that will revolutionize the way I think and feel about my hair.
I guess it is pretty shallow to spend so much time thinking about my hair. It’s more of a fleeting thought really. ……. So ladies if you got it flaunt it !!!!