Rock bottom
Friday night was fun.... I was sort of looking forward to staying in town this weekend. Char has Mono and mom had already left for Gramps 90th so I told her I would stay behind and keep an eye on Char. THANK GOD I did. Poor guy he is so miserable .... He can barely stand or talk .. he needs constant supervision which would be fine but it has brought up a lot of old issues with my family and I feel on the verge of a nevous breakdown.
I am going crazy in this house... I hate this house... nothing works, there is never any food, nothing makes sense, it smells weird AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate it !!!! If I ever thought I might be able to handel moving home one day that thought has been squashed...... I just want my life back ... my room, my bed, my friends..... my dad and grandmother are driving me crazy. This is the last straw for them. My grandmother is fine, she is old and set in her ways but my dad, he is just an ass hole for no reason... my mom seems indifferent..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... Thank god for Louis. I am going to bed.... I am actually looking forward to work on Tuesday.
I am going crazy in this house... I hate this house... nothing works, there is never any food, nothing makes sense, it smells weird AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate it !!!! If I ever thought I might be able to handel moving home one day that thought has been squashed...... I just want my life back ... my room, my bed, my friends..... my dad and grandmother are driving me crazy. This is the last straw for them. My grandmother is fine, she is old and set in her ways but my dad, he is just an ass hole for no reason... my mom seems indifferent..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... Thank god for Louis. I am going to bed.... I am actually looking forward to work on Tuesday.