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And my mind wanders off watching the rain drops floating down my window, it was ment to be sunny today, but then again I wonder why I even put hopes up as I should really know better,I should ... I am in an narcisstic (I know that this is not the right word that I am seeking for, but tell me who really cares???) kind of mood longing for constant attention, I need someone listening to my whining although I know it will not make it any kind of better...