[fic] The promise [13/?]
Title: The promise
Author: Soneayeong
Genre: Fantasy, Vampire, Romance, Smut, Drama.
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Summary: Yunho is just eighteen years old and thought he had everything, until his parents told him of a promise they had made long ago ... With a vampire!
A/N: Unbetaed
Previous Chapters: Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12
Chapter 13
A few hours later, almost at sunrise he heard how the door opened and how someone entered the house. He turned his head to look at JaeJoong but it seemed as if JaeJoong didn’t had heard it, and that was worrying YunHo, he, as a vampire needed to have a better hearing than he had, as a human, so that was strange. But, JaeJoong stared ahead of him, deep in thought with his arm wrapped around his shoulder. “JaeJoong, is that JunSu?” He was almost sure that he had heard the other vampire, but to know if he had been right and that it was JunSu, and not a other vampire he didn’t knew, he had asked it. But… JaeJoong looked startled up at him, his eyes wide and a surprised look in his eyes. “What do you mean? Did you…” but JaeJoong didn’t finished his sentence, a tired look was now visible in his eyes. “I didn’t had heard it, but I will look. Wait here.” And just when he had said that he stood up and left the small living room to investigate the sound he had just heard a few seconds before. And when JaeJoong had closed the door behind him he looked openly shocked at the place where he had saw JaeJoong for the last time, leaving the room. Was… JaeJoong really so weak that he didn’t had heard JunSu enter the house? With his vampire senses? How was that possible? And… how weak was he going to be in a few days? If he already now wasn’t able to use is vampire hearing, what would happen next?! This was really worrying YunHo and he didn’t liked it that his mate was so tired and weak and he didn’t liked it that his mate only would weaken more! He knew his vampire was strong, independent and … YunHo shook his head, the vampire he now knew wasn’t the vampire he had saw for the first time… This was a shadow, not who he really was!
He heard a few low voices, indicating that JaeJoong was talking and that it must be JunSu who had been inside the house, and not a strange vampire. He walked toward the two vampires and yes, he saw indeed that the other vampire was inside the house as he already had suspected, he stood with his back against the wall and his arms folded while he looked at JaeJoong, and again had he the impression that the two vampires had been talking with each other, but they now had stopped because he was here. Was there something JaeJoong wanted to keep secret from him? Was it something dangerous? He saw that JunSu didn’t looked happy, and that JaeJoong just looked worried, as if there was something he knew what wasn’t good at all. “JaeJoong, what is wrong?” asked YunHo with his thoughts, he didn’t wanted to talk out lout because he still wasn’t sure what to do with the other vampire, JunSu. He knew that JaeJoong trusted him, and that he knew the other vampire enough to let him inside the house and to come near him, but he wanted to know more about the vampire before he trusted him fully. It was not like he had really good experiences with meeting vampires and being alone with them…
YunHo looked at his mate before he heard the weak voice from JaeJoong inside his head. “I tell it you later, okay? And… Don’t worry” He felt how JaeJoong gave him a squeeze in his hand and he nodded, showing his mate that he had understood it. “YunHo, are you ready for you first lesson” spoke JunSu suddenly from behind him, and startled he looked behind him, he didn’t had seen the vampire moving, or walking toward him! The last time he had looked at the other vampire, just a few seconds ago, he had been standing with his back against the wall! “Eh, w- what lesson?” Asked YunHo uneasy, forgetting that JaeJoong had told him that he needed to learn how to fight back when he would be attacked, how he could use his bond with JaeJoong to get stronger. Quickly he did a step away from the vampire and he pressed himself closer against JaeJoong. He wasn’t comfortable around JunSu and he was sure that the other vampire knew it. “I’m going to teach you how to use a few vampire tricks to fight when you need it and to use the bond between you and JaeJoong. And… believe me, you need to know how to do this” said JunSu calmly while he walked toward the staircase, “follow me” said the vampire while he turned around and climbed the stairs at human speed, easy for him to follow. “Are you coming with me?” YunHo didn’t wanted to be alone with the other vampire, not yet and not in a small room, away from JaeJoong. But JaeJoong looked apologetic at him and shook his head. “I can’t” said JaeJoong sad, “I’m not strong enough to be with you in one room while you are trying to learn how to use the bond between us.” JaeJoong sighed and ran his hand through his hair. “Using our bond is tiring for me, so it’s better for me to rest while you are practicing” JaeJoong stopped when he saw the worried look from his mate and he forced himself to smile and to show his mate that he was fine.
“Don’t worry, it isn’t dangerous” said JaeJoong to him and did a step away from YunHo to make it easier for him to walk away and to follow JunSu. “Go to JunSu and try to listen to what he is trying to learn you, he knows what you need to know and how you need to do it.” But because he still didn’t looked really convinced JaeJoong took his hand again in his and smiled at him. “When you need me, just call me, but… loud okay?” JaeJoong didn’t needed to tell him that he wasn’t able to hear him if he wasn’t talking loud enough, like he had done before. When he just had met JaeJoong he was able to hear it when a needle was falling, more than a few meters away, but that had changed in the last few days. “Okay” said YunHo and hugged his mate, who was feeling very cold, even now that he had drunk some of his blood a few hours ago, and followed JunSu, who was waiting for him inside his own bedroom. The vampire stood before his window and stared ahead of him. “I’m here” YunHo didn’t knew what would happen and what JunSu wanted him to do, so he stayed where he was, right in front of the open doorway and with his hands hidden inside his pockets, hesitating. “Please sit and listen to me before we will start with you the lesson” JunSu pointed toward his own bed but he himself stayed where he was, waiting. “Why?” YunHo had really no idea what was going on and he didn’t liked it that the other vampire was telling him what to do or not, in his OWN bedroom! But, because JaeJoong had told him to try it he did what JunSu had asked him, but ONLY because JaeJoong had asked it! Slowly he walked toward the bed and sat on the farthest end of the bed, as far away from JunSu as possible and close besides the open door.
He saw that JunSu now looked directly at him, probably trying to guess what he was thinking and shook his head. “You don’t trust me, and that is normal. JaeJoong had told me that there were a few problems with his family, so it’s natural for you to not trust a random vampire you just have met a few weeks ago.” JunSu paused and turned his back again toward YunHo, staring out of the window and into the darkness. But, you can trust me, I cannot and will not hurt you, I’m not evil YunHo.” JunSu didn’t explained to YunHo WHY he wasn’t able to hurt him, respecting JaeJoong’s wish. “But I am a vampire and I can teach you how to be stronger, and you don’t need to like me to work with me.” Said JunSu calmly. “I’m here to help you and JaeJoong so it will be the best that you will accept my help and to learn how to help JaeJoong, and yourself.” And, JunSu had been right, he WANTED to help JaeJoong and to learn how he could do it, and if JunSu was offering him his help than he would be really stupid to NOTmaccept his help! “Okay” said YunHo and tried to sound not too hesitant. “Okay than’ was all what JunSu said. “Make it yourself comfortable and close you ayes. Try to feel where JaeJoong is, and I know that you can do it, every human mate can feel where his or her vampire mate is and what he or she is feeling.”
YunHo nodded with his eyes closed and tried to concentrate and to feel where his mate was, to know what he was feeling. It wasn’t really difficult for him to do this, since he had been intimate with JaeJoong he had been able to feel where JaeJoong was, to talk to him in his mind and to be connected with him, it was so easy for him that it even was more difficult for him to NOT feel connected with JaeJoong and to ignore him! When he wasn’t feeling JaeJoong he would feel so sad, so lost and alone… He tried to concentrate more and more on JaeJoong and than… he felt suddenly so tired! Tired, weak and… worried? Why was he worried? “Try to concentrate on all the good feelings you can find and embrace them” said JunSu, as if he knew that he was feeling only bad things by JaeJoong. He wanted to ask how and where he could find them because he didn’t had felt any good feelings, only tired and worried feelings… But just then, he found something, in the beginning was the feeling far away, hidden under all the tired feelings, but when he had spotted that one, bright and good feeling, it was easy to concentrate more on it. He… realized that this feeling was… Love. JaeJoong loved him! He had almost opened his eyes when he felt JunSu’s hand on his shoulder and heard his voice from besides him. “Keep your eyes closed and try to hold onto that feeling…” JunSu had watched YunHo carefully and knew that the human had found something, and a normal response was for, almost every human, and not only for YunHo, to open their eyes. YunHo nodded with his eyes still closed but he was now tensed because he didn’t liked it to feel JunSu’s hand on his shoulder, he only wanted to feel JaeJoong’s touch and not JunSu’s hand. JunSu had apparently noted his discomfort because he removed his hand from his shoulder and did a step away from him.
Relieved that JunSu had stepped away from him he was able to relax again and tried to concentrate again on that one feeling, JaeJoong’s love for him! He smiled when he felt the love from his mate and realized that it wasn’t difficult at all to keep that feeling and to concentrate on it. But at that moment, when he felt warm and really close to JaeJoong there was something new, he… felt stronger, his ears were stronger and he was able to hear things he didn’t could have a few seconds before. And because he could hear better now he heard how something moved besides him, he latterly heard how JunSu moved his hand toward him, to touch him on his shoulder! And in a reflex he moved away from the vampire, just a few seconds before he would have touched him! “Wha...-” He had opened his eyes but before he could ask what JunSu was trying to do he saw that the vampire looked… satisfied! Why was JunSu smiling as if he was really proud about himself? “You have learned the first step” said JunSu smiling, you were able to use some of JaeJoong’s powers to hear better, otherwise you couldn’t be able to hear me moving, humans aren’t able to do this normally” YunHo stared stunned at JunSu, surprised that it has been so easy to do this. “You are done for today, and… I can’t learn you more about this, you need to learn more for yourself now that you know how to make contact with JaeJoong. I want you to practice and to try and try until you’re sure that you cannot learn anything more. JaeJoong can help you with that” said JunSu friendly and did again a step away from him and toward the open door but stopped there. “YunHo, I know that JaeJoong don’t want me to say this to you because he want to protect you, but he isn’t helping you by keeping this secret.” JunSu paused while he stared at the human in front of him, believing that what he was going to tell JaeJoong was the best thing for YunHo and that he was doing something good, he really believed that...
“JaeJoong will die from his weakness in maybe two days and if he will get worse in a few hours and you-“ JunSu pointed at YunHo, “need to stab his heart with a ritual knife before he will die and you need to give him you human blood, you need to cover his heart directly with you blood, the blood you are giving him freely and without force.” JunSu sounded apologetic but also VERY calm, as if he had practiced this and that he had planned this! And for a moment he just stared at JunSu, not believing what he just had heard. JunSu was kidding right? This was a sick joke, this must be a sick joke! But now that he looked at JunSu, waiting for him to laugh or to just do SOMETHING, he realized that this wasn’t a joke and that the vampire had been serious. He didn’t laughed or said anything, he just stood there, watching him! “You are lying” said YunHo finally, refusing to believe this. He wasn’t able to do this and he REFUSED to believe that JaeJoong would let him do something like that! But… then he remembered something… When he still had been afraid for JaeJoong, he had found a knife in a box… JaeJoong had been really stressed when he had found the box and… JaeJoong didn’t had told him why he had a knife in the box, hidden under a few letters and the strange photographs, and why he had been upset about it! And… JaeJoong had told him that there were things he didn’t wanted to tell him because he wasn’t ready to know them, was this… really true? Was this one of the things he wasn’t ready for to know? YunHo looked up at the vampire with a pained look in his eyes and knew that IF JunSu had told him the truth that JaeJoong had been right all the time, he wasn’t ready to hear this and he wasn’t ready to do it, he wasn’t simply brave enough! He loved JaeJoong, but he wasn’t strong enough to do something like that! He… wished that JunSu didn’t had told him what he needed to do and that he had listened to JaeJoong! JaeJoong had been right, it wasn’t good for him to know this! He knew that he only would worry from now on, he would worry about JaeJoong and about what he needed to do and… he was worried because he KNEW that he wasn’t able to do it, he really wasn’t strong enough! Or… Had he changed since he was with JaeJoong..?
“I’m sorry YunHo, but it’s better for you to know this, even if it’s hard” said JunSu while he left his bedroom. “I’m leaving now” was all he said before he left, so fast that YunHo even wasn’t able to blink with his eyes before the vampire had disappeared. And then he worried about JaeJoong, had he heard the conversation between him and JunSu? Did he knew that he knew the truth? What did he needed to do now? JaeJoong wanted to protect him and he knew now why, but would he be angry with JunSu if he would know that he had talked about JaeJoong? JaeJoong was too weak to worry about things like this, but… If he was really in danger, and would die… when would he have told him what he needed to do? At the last moment? He knew that that was a good possibility, he would have done that because… why would he tell something like this when the other only would worry about it? But… when a few minutes had passed and JaeJoong still didn’t had called for him he concluded that his mate was too weak to be aware of anything what had happened! He remembered what JaeJoong had told him before he had left, that if he needed him, that he needed to call loud for him. And that… was also proof that JaeJoong was becoming more and more weaker. Was there a reason why they were here? Was this the place where… where he needed to do it? He wasn’t angry that JaeJoong didn’t had told him about the ritual, he knew now why he had kept it secret for him and… He had a VERY good reason to NOT tell it him. He was now so stressed because he knew what was going to happen and he really wished that JunSu didn’t had told him about it! He thought with a angry look back at the other vampire, he had helped him to learn how to use the bond between himself and JaeJoong, but he had also made him really worried and he had ignored JaeJoong’s whishes! He wasn’t a really good friend for JaeJoong, he was sure about that! YooChun, HIS best friend would NEVER betray him like that! And now that he thought about YooChun he… missed is best friend and wanted to see him again. YooChun had always understood him and had always known what was the best for him! But it wasn’t the time right now to be sad about his best friend, maybe when JaeJoong would be healthy again he would be able to visit home and to talk with all his friends and his parents. But it wasn’t the time right now and he didn’t wanted to bother his mate with his worries, JaeJoong had already enough problems to worry about!
While he walked downstairs toward his mate he decided to NOT tell JaeJoong that he knew the truth, not now. Or… he would try to not let JaeJoong know it, and he knew that it would be hard to keep something like this hidden for his mate, because even now that he was tired and weak, he still was able to feel what he felt and to read his thoughts and to feel his feelings. So he would TRY to keep this hidden for JaeJoong, as long as he could. “Hi” said he when he walked toward JaeJoong who lied on the couch in the living room. He really looked pale right now, and more tired than he was a few minutes before when he had seen him for the last time. “Are you alright?” asked YunHo while he cuddled closer against JaeJoong’s chest, his cold chest. He was still so cold… And that even now that he had drunk his blood. This was really not good, not good at all! “Don’t worry about me” said JaeJoong, avoiding it to give him a direct answer with a yes or a no. And YunHo knew this. “I didn’t knew that you were already done with practicing, where is JunSu? And how did it go? I have felt that you made contact with me so I assume that you have learned a lot” JaeJoong sounded tired while she spoke, but he tried to sound strong and that all to not let him worry. Why was JaeJoong so worried about him? While he wasn’t the one who was sick and in danger?! He… really cares about me… He forced himself to smile, to be strong because he didn’t wanted to be the weak little boy anymore, he wanted to be stronger now, for JaeJoong because JaeJoong needed him! He could be strong, he needed to be strong! And.. he would be strong! He still was afraid, and he wasn’t sure if he could do it, but he had changed his mind and he wanted to try EVERYTHING to help his mate, even if he needed to attend that ritual and to do what he feared the most, hurting JaeJoong!
“JunSu… he has learned me how to use the bond between us, and he told me to practice…” While he spoke he tried to NOT let JaeJoong know that he was hiding something for him, but it was really hard and JaeJoong looked at him as if he KNEW that he was hiding something, but he didn’t asked anything, maybe he was doubting if what he felt was true? Because he was so weak? “JunSu said that he was leaving, and i wasn’t able to ask him when he would return” said YunHo quick, hoping to distract JaeJoong so that he wouldn’t think more about what he just had said. And it worked. JaeJoong frowned when he heard that JunSu had left, he wasn’t really surprised THAT JunSu had left, he always did what he wanted but it was strange for him to just leave them alone in a situation like this. “Hmm, has something happened? Did he said something to you or has he made you upset?” JaeJoong sounded thoughtful and… He didn’t liked it that JaeJoong was thinking like this, he was guessing really good and… He wasn’t so sure if he would be able to lie to JaeJoong, but besides that. JaeJoong only needed to ask him to answer him and to tell him the truth and he NEEDED to answer his mate, he NEEDED to obey JaeJoong and wouldn’t be able to ignore him. So he hoped that JaeJoong would not ask any more questions. “Eh… he didn’t explained why he left” said YunHo, and that was the truth, he really didn’t had explained why he left or when he would return, so he had told the truth! He had just left some things out, but WHAT he had told had been true, so maybe JaeJoong would just accept it and not ask more questions. He really didn’t wanted to bother JaeJoong and he was sure that JaeJoong only would worry about him if he would know that HE knew about the ritual! But it seemed like he was lucky today because JaeJoong just nodded and wrapped his arms closer against his body. “I love you” whispered JaeJoong in his ears and with that the conversation had ended. But, unknown for YunHo his mate watched him, knowing that there was something wrong and he wanted to know what…
JaeJoong suspected that JunSu had done something, or that he had said something to YunHo what was bothering him, but what… he didn’t knew! JaeJoong didn’t liked it that JunSu had done something without his knowing and he was determinate to know what had happened…
But, YunHo didn’t knew that JaeJoong suspected something, and because his mate wasn’t asking any more questions he just simple assumed that he had believed him and that there was nothing wrong at all! He didn’t worried for a moment and just relaxed while he lied against JaeJoong’s chest. “JaeJoong? Do you need anything?” asked YunHo concerned when he noted that JaeJoong still felt cold, too gold. And he didn’t liked it if JaeJoong would drink his blood, but if he could help his mate than he would do it. But JaeJoong shook his head and hugged him from behind. “No thanks, you need to be strong, there is nothing you can do for me now” JaeJoong paused for a short moment, “you’re really brave” said JaeJoong softly, they both knew where JaeJoong was talking about, he hated it to let JaeJoong drink his blood and he had really changed a lot the last few days, so he smiled. He was really proud about himself, he had done really a lot, more than he ever had dreamed about! He turned his head toward JaeJoong and saw the tired look in his eyes and… was he bored? And now that YunHo thought about it, it wasn’t strange that his mate would be bored, he was too weak to do anything and the only thing he could do was sitting of lying still and… just waiting! He would be bored if he was in JaeJoong’s situation! “JaeJoong, do you want a distraction?” YunHo grinned, he knew that JaeJoong was tired, but… he didn’t needed to work hard…
“Yes, but why are you asking that?” JaeJoong sounded thoughtful, he had clearly not read his mind and JunSu was not inside the house to hear them, and he wouldn’t come back in a few hours, so they had the whole house for themselves! With a smirk he pushed JaeJoong with his back down on the couch, and yes, he was able to do that because JaeJoong was now really weak and… By the look in JaeJoong’s eyes he now knew what YunHo wanted to do, and… he didn’t protested. “Don’t move” said YunHo still smiling and started to unclothe JaeJoong who now lied under him and… it felt strange that he was doing this, normally was JaeJoong the one who was unclothing HIM and HE was the one who normally lied under JaeJoong. But, he knew what he needed to do, he had seen JaeJoong doing it a lot times before and because his mate was now too tired to do much work he wanted to do it, to pleasure his mate as much as he could, knowing that JaeJoong would return the favor when he was able to do it, no… he would DEMEND that JaeJoong would return the favor!
A few minutes later, when they were both naked he lied above his mate and they were kissing, he felt JaeJoong’s hands all over his body, his cold hands were stroking him, touching on places were only JaeJoong was allowed to touch and he touched JaeJoong everywhere he wanted in return, just because he could do it and he wanted it. He shivered when he felt how JaeJoong pressed one of his fingers inside his hole while he still lied above him and he moaned. “I love it when you’re making that sound” grinned JaeJoong while he pressed another finger inside his hole, and while he did that he felt how JaeJoong’s erected cock pressed against his leg, and… his cock was maybe the only part of his boy what wasn’t cold, his cock was even nicely warm! “I want you, now” said YunHo breathless and pushed JaeJoong’s hands away from his butt so that he could move freely. “You aren’t fully prepared” protested JaeJoong and wanted to touch him again, but this time was YunHo faster, maybe because JaeJoong was tired or maybe because his mate also secretly wanted to have him as fast as possible. “I don’t care that it will hurt a little” said YunHo while he grabbed JaeJoong’s cock with his left hand while he pushed himself up with his right hand. JaeJoong saw what he wanted to do and grabbed him by both his hips to help him up while he still lied under YunHo. “Now” whispered YunHo while he pressed JaeJoong’s cock against his hole and… pushed him fully inside him! He felt how JaeJoong’s warm and stiff cock hardened even more when he was fully inside him and he heard how JaeJoong moaned from the pleasure! He even warmed JaeJoong’s body a little with his own body head and they both enjoyed it. “Start moving” said JaeJoong while he tried to let him start with moving on top of him.
And so he did. He placed both his hands over JaeJoong’s shoulders and pushed himself up and… slammed his butt back down, taking JaeJoong’s length fully inside him by every thrust he made! And while he moved on top of JaeJoong, thrusting back and forth, his own cock wobbled stiff and ignored up and down, SCREAMING for JaeJoong’s attention. And… His cock wasn’t ignored for long, because the moment he thought about his own cock, he felt how JaeJoong’s cold had covered his whole length and he started to stroke him, as fast as he could, giving him so much pleasure that he screamed from all the attention he got. “JaeJoong… I need to… Please, harder…” He tried to press himself even harder against JaeJoong, trying to feel his cock deeper inside of him, to keep the feeling as long as possible… He didn’t wanted this moment to stop, he wanted to keep JaeJoong inside of him, forever. He opened his mouth for a silent cry, his eyes wide and… He came so hard that he would have fallen forward if JaeJoong didn’t had hold him. “Please, a little longer” panted JaeJoong and tried to push YunHo’s body back and forth, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open, his vampire fangs visible. “Don’t stop”… And YunHo didn’t stopped, he still felt lightheaded but he started to move again, for his mate to pleasure him as long as he needed, and when he started to move again his own body responded immediately, his cock hardened inside JaeJoong’s hand and within seconds he was horny again. He lifted his hips again up and while he did that he looked down at their connected bodies, he saw how JaeJoong’s cock stood proud upright and he saw how his own body accepted JaeJoong completely but… very slowly and with a smacking sound. And while he saw that, he gasped, this moment, this feeling… Seeing how JaeJoong’s length was penetrating him… He wanted to do this every minute of the day, he wanted to feel JaeJoong for the rest of his life, he wanted to see his mate connected with him… forever! “AAH!” JaeJoong screamed while he bumped his hips forward to slam harder in his willing mate and cummed so hard inside YunHo that they both weren’t able to move for a few minutes.
But… YunHo wasn’t done with JaeJoong and when he had been recovered he crawled backwards and licked the tip of JaeJoong’s cock, what resulted in a really LOUD moan. Two hands grabbed him by his head and pushed him closer. He opened his mouth, and… he sucked at JaeJoong’s cock… he took him fully inside his mouth, tasting his mate! “Ohhh Yun…” He heard JaeJoong’s scream and started to suck harder, he wobbled with his head while he did that he rolled his tongue around JaeJoong’s shaft, trying hard to let him come again, he really WANTED to taste his mate, to feel his wetness inside his mouth! And… he didn’t needed to wait long for it, JaeJoong’s cock hardened and he could taste his pre-cum, warm and delicious! He started to suck even harder to help JaeJoong and then… When JaeJoong pushed himself deeper inside his mouth he tasted his cum! YunHo needed to swallow REALLY fast but even now that he tried to swallow as much as possible, some cum dripped down from his chin and on their bodies. JaeJoong saw this and hissed him full on his mouth, licking him clean and… kissing him all over his body.
“You were wonderful” said JaeJoong while he stroked YunHo’s body lovingly. He smiled at his vampire mate and pursed his lips, asking for another kiss. And while JaeJoong bend forward to give his mate what he wanted he whispered something. “I’m so sorry that you needed to hear this from JunSu…” and he kissed his mate.
Author: Soneayeong
Genre: Fantasy, Vampire, Romance, Smut, Drama.
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Summary: Yunho is just eighteen years old and thought he had everything, until his parents told him of a promise they had made long ago ... With a vampire!
A/N: Unbetaed
Previous Chapters: Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12
Chapter 13
A few hours later, almost at sunrise he heard how the door opened and how someone entered the house. He turned his head to look at JaeJoong but it seemed as if JaeJoong didn’t had heard it, and that was worrying YunHo, he, as a vampire needed to have a better hearing than he had, as a human, so that was strange. But, JaeJoong stared ahead of him, deep in thought with his arm wrapped around his shoulder. “JaeJoong, is that JunSu?” He was almost sure that he had heard the other vampire, but to know if he had been right and that it was JunSu, and not a other vampire he didn’t knew, he had asked it. But… JaeJoong looked startled up at him, his eyes wide and a surprised look in his eyes. “What do you mean? Did you…” but JaeJoong didn’t finished his sentence, a tired look was now visible in his eyes. “I didn’t had heard it, but I will look. Wait here.” And just when he had said that he stood up and left the small living room to investigate the sound he had just heard a few seconds before. And when JaeJoong had closed the door behind him he looked openly shocked at the place where he had saw JaeJoong for the last time, leaving the room. Was… JaeJoong really so weak that he didn’t had heard JunSu enter the house? With his vampire senses? How was that possible? And… how weak was he going to be in a few days? If he already now wasn’t able to use is vampire hearing, what would happen next?! This was really worrying YunHo and he didn’t liked it that his mate was so tired and weak and he didn’t liked it that his mate only would weaken more! He knew his vampire was strong, independent and … YunHo shook his head, the vampire he now knew wasn’t the vampire he had saw for the first time… This was a shadow, not who he really was!
He heard a few low voices, indicating that JaeJoong was talking and that it must be JunSu who had been inside the house, and not a strange vampire. He walked toward the two vampires and yes, he saw indeed that the other vampire was inside the house as he already had suspected, he stood with his back against the wall and his arms folded while he looked at JaeJoong, and again had he the impression that the two vampires had been talking with each other, but they now had stopped because he was here. Was there something JaeJoong wanted to keep secret from him? Was it something dangerous? He saw that JunSu didn’t looked happy, and that JaeJoong just looked worried, as if there was something he knew what wasn’t good at all. “JaeJoong, what is wrong?” asked YunHo with his thoughts, he didn’t wanted to talk out lout because he still wasn’t sure what to do with the other vampire, JunSu. He knew that JaeJoong trusted him, and that he knew the other vampire enough to let him inside the house and to come near him, but he wanted to know more about the vampire before he trusted him fully. It was not like he had really good experiences with meeting vampires and being alone with them…
YunHo looked at his mate before he heard the weak voice from JaeJoong inside his head. “I tell it you later, okay? And… Don’t worry” He felt how JaeJoong gave him a squeeze in his hand and he nodded, showing his mate that he had understood it. “YunHo, are you ready for you first lesson” spoke JunSu suddenly from behind him, and startled he looked behind him, he didn’t had seen the vampire moving, or walking toward him! The last time he had looked at the other vampire, just a few seconds ago, he had been standing with his back against the wall! “Eh, w- what lesson?” Asked YunHo uneasy, forgetting that JaeJoong had told him that he needed to learn how to fight back when he would be attacked, how he could use his bond with JaeJoong to get stronger. Quickly he did a step away from the vampire and he pressed himself closer against JaeJoong. He wasn’t comfortable around JunSu and he was sure that the other vampire knew it. “I’m going to teach you how to use a few vampire tricks to fight when you need it and to use the bond between you and JaeJoong. And… believe me, you need to know how to do this” said JunSu calmly while he walked toward the staircase, “follow me” said the vampire while he turned around and climbed the stairs at human speed, easy for him to follow. “Are you coming with me?” YunHo didn’t wanted to be alone with the other vampire, not yet and not in a small room, away from JaeJoong. But JaeJoong looked apologetic at him and shook his head. “I can’t” said JaeJoong sad, “I’m not strong enough to be with you in one room while you are trying to learn how to use the bond between us.” JaeJoong sighed and ran his hand through his hair. “Using our bond is tiring for me, so it’s better for me to rest while you are practicing” JaeJoong stopped when he saw the worried look from his mate and he forced himself to smile and to show his mate that he was fine.
“Don’t worry, it isn’t dangerous” said JaeJoong to him and did a step away from YunHo to make it easier for him to walk away and to follow JunSu. “Go to JunSu and try to listen to what he is trying to learn you, he knows what you need to know and how you need to do it.” But because he still didn’t looked really convinced JaeJoong took his hand again in his and smiled at him. “When you need me, just call me, but… loud okay?” JaeJoong didn’t needed to tell him that he wasn’t able to hear him if he wasn’t talking loud enough, like he had done before. When he just had met JaeJoong he was able to hear it when a needle was falling, more than a few meters away, but that had changed in the last few days. “Okay” said YunHo and hugged his mate, who was feeling very cold, even now that he had drunk some of his blood a few hours ago, and followed JunSu, who was waiting for him inside his own bedroom. The vampire stood before his window and stared ahead of him. “I’m here” YunHo didn’t knew what would happen and what JunSu wanted him to do, so he stayed where he was, right in front of the open doorway and with his hands hidden inside his pockets, hesitating. “Please sit and listen to me before we will start with you the lesson” JunSu pointed toward his own bed but he himself stayed where he was, waiting. “Why?” YunHo had really no idea what was going on and he didn’t liked it that the other vampire was telling him what to do or not, in his OWN bedroom! But, because JaeJoong had told him to try it he did what JunSu had asked him, but ONLY because JaeJoong had asked it! Slowly he walked toward the bed and sat on the farthest end of the bed, as far away from JunSu as possible and close besides the open door.
He saw that JunSu now looked directly at him, probably trying to guess what he was thinking and shook his head. “You don’t trust me, and that is normal. JaeJoong had told me that there were a few problems with his family, so it’s natural for you to not trust a random vampire you just have met a few weeks ago.” JunSu paused and turned his back again toward YunHo, staring out of the window and into the darkness. But, you can trust me, I cannot and will not hurt you, I’m not evil YunHo.” JunSu didn’t explained to YunHo WHY he wasn’t able to hurt him, respecting JaeJoong’s wish. “But I am a vampire and I can teach you how to be stronger, and you don’t need to like me to work with me.” Said JunSu calmly. “I’m here to help you and JaeJoong so it will be the best that you will accept my help and to learn how to help JaeJoong, and yourself.” And, JunSu had been right, he WANTED to help JaeJoong and to learn how he could do it, and if JunSu was offering him his help than he would be really stupid to NOTmaccept his help! “Okay” said YunHo and tried to sound not too hesitant. “Okay than’ was all what JunSu said. “Make it yourself comfortable and close you ayes. Try to feel where JaeJoong is, and I know that you can do it, every human mate can feel where his or her vampire mate is and what he or she is feeling.”
YunHo nodded with his eyes closed and tried to concentrate and to feel where his mate was, to know what he was feeling. It wasn’t really difficult for him to do this, since he had been intimate with JaeJoong he had been able to feel where JaeJoong was, to talk to him in his mind and to be connected with him, it was so easy for him that it even was more difficult for him to NOT feel connected with JaeJoong and to ignore him! When he wasn’t feeling JaeJoong he would feel so sad, so lost and alone… He tried to concentrate more and more on JaeJoong and than… he felt suddenly so tired! Tired, weak and… worried? Why was he worried? “Try to concentrate on all the good feelings you can find and embrace them” said JunSu, as if he knew that he was feeling only bad things by JaeJoong. He wanted to ask how and where he could find them because he didn’t had felt any good feelings, only tired and worried feelings… But just then, he found something, in the beginning was the feeling far away, hidden under all the tired feelings, but when he had spotted that one, bright and good feeling, it was easy to concentrate more on it. He… realized that this feeling was… Love. JaeJoong loved him! He had almost opened his eyes when he felt JunSu’s hand on his shoulder and heard his voice from besides him. “Keep your eyes closed and try to hold onto that feeling…” JunSu had watched YunHo carefully and knew that the human had found something, and a normal response was for, almost every human, and not only for YunHo, to open their eyes. YunHo nodded with his eyes still closed but he was now tensed because he didn’t liked it to feel JunSu’s hand on his shoulder, he only wanted to feel JaeJoong’s touch and not JunSu’s hand. JunSu had apparently noted his discomfort because he removed his hand from his shoulder and did a step away from him.
Relieved that JunSu had stepped away from him he was able to relax again and tried to concentrate again on that one feeling, JaeJoong’s love for him! He smiled when he felt the love from his mate and realized that it wasn’t difficult at all to keep that feeling and to concentrate on it. But at that moment, when he felt warm and really close to JaeJoong there was something new, he… felt stronger, his ears were stronger and he was able to hear things he didn’t could have a few seconds before. And because he could hear better now he heard how something moved besides him, he latterly heard how JunSu moved his hand toward him, to touch him on his shoulder! And in a reflex he moved away from the vampire, just a few seconds before he would have touched him! “Wha...-” He had opened his eyes but before he could ask what JunSu was trying to do he saw that the vampire looked… satisfied! Why was JunSu smiling as if he was really proud about himself? “You have learned the first step” said JunSu smiling, you were able to use some of JaeJoong’s powers to hear better, otherwise you couldn’t be able to hear me moving, humans aren’t able to do this normally” YunHo stared stunned at JunSu, surprised that it has been so easy to do this. “You are done for today, and… I can’t learn you more about this, you need to learn more for yourself now that you know how to make contact with JaeJoong. I want you to practice and to try and try until you’re sure that you cannot learn anything more. JaeJoong can help you with that” said JunSu friendly and did again a step away from him and toward the open door but stopped there. “YunHo, I know that JaeJoong don’t want me to say this to you because he want to protect you, but he isn’t helping you by keeping this secret.” JunSu paused while he stared at the human in front of him, believing that what he was going to tell JaeJoong was the best thing for YunHo and that he was doing something good, he really believed that...
“JaeJoong will die from his weakness in maybe two days and if he will get worse in a few hours and you-“ JunSu pointed at YunHo, “need to stab his heart with a ritual knife before he will die and you need to give him you human blood, you need to cover his heart directly with you blood, the blood you are giving him freely and without force.” JunSu sounded apologetic but also VERY calm, as if he had practiced this and that he had planned this! And for a moment he just stared at JunSu, not believing what he just had heard. JunSu was kidding right? This was a sick joke, this must be a sick joke! But now that he looked at JunSu, waiting for him to laugh or to just do SOMETHING, he realized that this wasn’t a joke and that the vampire had been serious. He didn’t laughed or said anything, he just stood there, watching him! “You are lying” said YunHo finally, refusing to believe this. He wasn’t able to do this and he REFUSED to believe that JaeJoong would let him do something like that! But… then he remembered something… When he still had been afraid for JaeJoong, he had found a knife in a box… JaeJoong had been really stressed when he had found the box and… JaeJoong didn’t had told him why he had a knife in the box, hidden under a few letters and the strange photographs, and why he had been upset about it! And… JaeJoong had told him that there were things he didn’t wanted to tell him because he wasn’t ready to know them, was this… really true? Was this one of the things he wasn’t ready for to know? YunHo looked up at the vampire with a pained look in his eyes and knew that IF JunSu had told him the truth that JaeJoong had been right all the time, he wasn’t ready to hear this and he wasn’t ready to do it, he wasn’t simply brave enough! He loved JaeJoong, but he wasn’t strong enough to do something like that! He… wished that JunSu didn’t had told him what he needed to do and that he had listened to JaeJoong! JaeJoong had been right, it wasn’t good for him to know this! He knew that he only would worry from now on, he would worry about JaeJoong and about what he needed to do and… he was worried because he KNEW that he wasn’t able to do it, he really wasn’t strong enough! Or… Had he changed since he was with JaeJoong..?
“I’m sorry YunHo, but it’s better for you to know this, even if it’s hard” said JunSu while he left his bedroom. “I’m leaving now” was all he said before he left, so fast that YunHo even wasn’t able to blink with his eyes before the vampire had disappeared. And then he worried about JaeJoong, had he heard the conversation between him and JunSu? Did he knew that he knew the truth? What did he needed to do now? JaeJoong wanted to protect him and he knew now why, but would he be angry with JunSu if he would know that he had talked about JaeJoong? JaeJoong was too weak to worry about things like this, but… If he was really in danger, and would die… when would he have told him what he needed to do? At the last moment? He knew that that was a good possibility, he would have done that because… why would he tell something like this when the other only would worry about it? But… when a few minutes had passed and JaeJoong still didn’t had called for him he concluded that his mate was too weak to be aware of anything what had happened! He remembered what JaeJoong had told him before he had left, that if he needed him, that he needed to call loud for him. And that… was also proof that JaeJoong was becoming more and more weaker. Was there a reason why they were here? Was this the place where… where he needed to do it? He wasn’t angry that JaeJoong didn’t had told him about the ritual, he knew now why he had kept it secret for him and… He had a VERY good reason to NOT tell it him. He was now so stressed because he knew what was going to happen and he really wished that JunSu didn’t had told him about it! He thought with a angry look back at the other vampire, he had helped him to learn how to use the bond between himself and JaeJoong, but he had also made him really worried and he had ignored JaeJoong’s whishes! He wasn’t a really good friend for JaeJoong, he was sure about that! YooChun, HIS best friend would NEVER betray him like that! And now that he thought about YooChun he… missed is best friend and wanted to see him again. YooChun had always understood him and had always known what was the best for him! But it wasn’t the time right now to be sad about his best friend, maybe when JaeJoong would be healthy again he would be able to visit home and to talk with all his friends and his parents. But it wasn’t the time right now and he didn’t wanted to bother his mate with his worries, JaeJoong had already enough problems to worry about!
While he walked downstairs toward his mate he decided to NOT tell JaeJoong that he knew the truth, not now. Or… he would try to not let JaeJoong know it, and he knew that it would be hard to keep something like this hidden for his mate, because even now that he was tired and weak, he still was able to feel what he felt and to read his thoughts and to feel his feelings. So he would TRY to keep this hidden for JaeJoong, as long as he could. “Hi” said he when he walked toward JaeJoong who lied on the couch in the living room. He really looked pale right now, and more tired than he was a few minutes before when he had seen him for the last time. “Are you alright?” asked YunHo while he cuddled closer against JaeJoong’s chest, his cold chest. He was still so cold… And that even now that he had drunk his blood. This was really not good, not good at all! “Don’t worry about me” said JaeJoong, avoiding it to give him a direct answer with a yes or a no. And YunHo knew this. “I didn’t knew that you were already done with practicing, where is JunSu? And how did it go? I have felt that you made contact with me so I assume that you have learned a lot” JaeJoong sounded tired while she spoke, but he tried to sound strong and that all to not let him worry. Why was JaeJoong so worried about him? While he wasn’t the one who was sick and in danger?! He… really cares about me… He forced himself to smile, to be strong because he didn’t wanted to be the weak little boy anymore, he wanted to be stronger now, for JaeJoong because JaeJoong needed him! He could be strong, he needed to be strong! And.. he would be strong! He still was afraid, and he wasn’t sure if he could do it, but he had changed his mind and he wanted to try EVERYTHING to help his mate, even if he needed to attend that ritual and to do what he feared the most, hurting JaeJoong!
“JunSu… he has learned me how to use the bond between us, and he told me to practice…” While he spoke he tried to NOT let JaeJoong know that he was hiding something for him, but it was really hard and JaeJoong looked at him as if he KNEW that he was hiding something, but he didn’t asked anything, maybe he was doubting if what he felt was true? Because he was so weak? “JunSu said that he was leaving, and i wasn’t able to ask him when he would return” said YunHo quick, hoping to distract JaeJoong so that he wouldn’t think more about what he just had said. And it worked. JaeJoong frowned when he heard that JunSu had left, he wasn’t really surprised THAT JunSu had left, he always did what he wanted but it was strange for him to just leave them alone in a situation like this. “Hmm, has something happened? Did he said something to you or has he made you upset?” JaeJoong sounded thoughtful and… He didn’t liked it that JaeJoong was thinking like this, he was guessing really good and… He wasn’t so sure if he would be able to lie to JaeJoong, but besides that. JaeJoong only needed to ask him to answer him and to tell him the truth and he NEEDED to answer his mate, he NEEDED to obey JaeJoong and wouldn’t be able to ignore him. So he hoped that JaeJoong would not ask any more questions. “Eh… he didn’t explained why he left” said YunHo, and that was the truth, he really didn’t had explained why he left or when he would return, so he had told the truth! He had just left some things out, but WHAT he had told had been true, so maybe JaeJoong would just accept it and not ask more questions. He really didn’t wanted to bother JaeJoong and he was sure that JaeJoong only would worry about him if he would know that HE knew about the ritual! But it seemed like he was lucky today because JaeJoong just nodded and wrapped his arms closer against his body. “I love you” whispered JaeJoong in his ears and with that the conversation had ended. But, unknown for YunHo his mate watched him, knowing that there was something wrong and he wanted to know what…
JaeJoong suspected that JunSu had done something, or that he had said something to YunHo what was bothering him, but what… he didn’t knew! JaeJoong didn’t liked it that JunSu had done something without his knowing and he was determinate to know what had happened…
But, YunHo didn’t knew that JaeJoong suspected something, and because his mate wasn’t asking any more questions he just simple assumed that he had believed him and that there was nothing wrong at all! He didn’t worried for a moment and just relaxed while he lied against JaeJoong’s chest. “JaeJoong? Do you need anything?” asked YunHo concerned when he noted that JaeJoong still felt cold, too gold. And he didn’t liked it if JaeJoong would drink his blood, but if he could help his mate than he would do it. But JaeJoong shook his head and hugged him from behind. “No thanks, you need to be strong, there is nothing you can do for me now” JaeJoong paused for a short moment, “you’re really brave” said JaeJoong softly, they both knew where JaeJoong was talking about, he hated it to let JaeJoong drink his blood and he had really changed a lot the last few days, so he smiled. He was really proud about himself, he had done really a lot, more than he ever had dreamed about! He turned his head toward JaeJoong and saw the tired look in his eyes and… was he bored? And now that YunHo thought about it, it wasn’t strange that his mate would be bored, he was too weak to do anything and the only thing he could do was sitting of lying still and… just waiting! He would be bored if he was in JaeJoong’s situation! “JaeJoong, do you want a distraction?” YunHo grinned, he knew that JaeJoong was tired, but… he didn’t needed to work hard…
“Yes, but why are you asking that?” JaeJoong sounded thoughtful, he had clearly not read his mind and JunSu was not inside the house to hear them, and he wouldn’t come back in a few hours, so they had the whole house for themselves! With a smirk he pushed JaeJoong with his back down on the couch, and yes, he was able to do that because JaeJoong was now really weak and… By the look in JaeJoong’s eyes he now knew what YunHo wanted to do, and… he didn’t protested. “Don’t move” said YunHo still smiling and started to unclothe JaeJoong who now lied under him and… it felt strange that he was doing this, normally was JaeJoong the one who was unclothing HIM and HE was the one who normally lied under JaeJoong. But, he knew what he needed to do, he had seen JaeJoong doing it a lot times before and because his mate was now too tired to do much work he wanted to do it, to pleasure his mate as much as he could, knowing that JaeJoong would return the favor when he was able to do it, no… he would DEMEND that JaeJoong would return the favor!
A few minutes later, when they were both naked he lied above his mate and they were kissing, he felt JaeJoong’s hands all over his body, his cold hands were stroking him, touching on places were only JaeJoong was allowed to touch and he touched JaeJoong everywhere he wanted in return, just because he could do it and he wanted it. He shivered when he felt how JaeJoong pressed one of his fingers inside his hole while he still lied above him and he moaned. “I love it when you’re making that sound” grinned JaeJoong while he pressed another finger inside his hole, and while he did that he felt how JaeJoong’s erected cock pressed against his leg, and… his cock was maybe the only part of his boy what wasn’t cold, his cock was even nicely warm! “I want you, now” said YunHo breathless and pushed JaeJoong’s hands away from his butt so that he could move freely. “You aren’t fully prepared” protested JaeJoong and wanted to touch him again, but this time was YunHo faster, maybe because JaeJoong was tired or maybe because his mate also secretly wanted to have him as fast as possible. “I don’t care that it will hurt a little” said YunHo while he grabbed JaeJoong’s cock with his left hand while he pushed himself up with his right hand. JaeJoong saw what he wanted to do and grabbed him by both his hips to help him up while he still lied under YunHo. “Now” whispered YunHo while he pressed JaeJoong’s cock against his hole and… pushed him fully inside him! He felt how JaeJoong’s warm and stiff cock hardened even more when he was fully inside him and he heard how JaeJoong moaned from the pleasure! He even warmed JaeJoong’s body a little with his own body head and they both enjoyed it. “Start moving” said JaeJoong while he tried to let him start with moving on top of him.
And so he did. He placed both his hands over JaeJoong’s shoulders and pushed himself up and… slammed his butt back down, taking JaeJoong’s length fully inside him by every thrust he made! And while he moved on top of JaeJoong, thrusting back and forth, his own cock wobbled stiff and ignored up and down, SCREAMING for JaeJoong’s attention. And… His cock wasn’t ignored for long, because the moment he thought about his own cock, he felt how JaeJoong’s cold had covered his whole length and he started to stroke him, as fast as he could, giving him so much pleasure that he screamed from all the attention he got. “JaeJoong… I need to… Please, harder…” He tried to press himself even harder against JaeJoong, trying to feel his cock deeper inside of him, to keep the feeling as long as possible… He didn’t wanted this moment to stop, he wanted to keep JaeJoong inside of him, forever. He opened his mouth for a silent cry, his eyes wide and… He came so hard that he would have fallen forward if JaeJoong didn’t had hold him. “Please, a little longer” panted JaeJoong and tried to push YunHo’s body back and forth, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open, his vampire fangs visible. “Don’t stop”… And YunHo didn’t stopped, he still felt lightheaded but he started to move again, for his mate to pleasure him as long as he needed, and when he started to move again his own body responded immediately, his cock hardened inside JaeJoong’s hand and within seconds he was horny again. He lifted his hips again up and while he did that he looked down at their connected bodies, he saw how JaeJoong’s cock stood proud upright and he saw how his own body accepted JaeJoong completely but… very slowly and with a smacking sound. And while he saw that, he gasped, this moment, this feeling… Seeing how JaeJoong’s length was penetrating him… He wanted to do this every minute of the day, he wanted to feel JaeJoong for the rest of his life, he wanted to see his mate connected with him… forever! “AAH!” JaeJoong screamed while he bumped his hips forward to slam harder in his willing mate and cummed so hard inside YunHo that they both weren’t able to move for a few minutes.
But… YunHo wasn’t done with JaeJoong and when he had been recovered he crawled backwards and licked the tip of JaeJoong’s cock, what resulted in a really LOUD moan. Two hands grabbed him by his head and pushed him closer. He opened his mouth, and… he sucked at JaeJoong’s cock… he took him fully inside his mouth, tasting his mate! “Ohhh Yun…” He heard JaeJoong’s scream and started to suck harder, he wobbled with his head while he did that he rolled his tongue around JaeJoong’s shaft, trying hard to let him come again, he really WANTED to taste his mate, to feel his wetness inside his mouth! And… he didn’t needed to wait long for it, JaeJoong’s cock hardened and he could taste his pre-cum, warm and delicious! He started to suck even harder to help JaeJoong and then… When JaeJoong pushed himself deeper inside his mouth he tasted his cum! YunHo needed to swallow REALLY fast but even now that he tried to swallow as much as possible, some cum dripped down from his chin and on their bodies. JaeJoong saw this and hissed him full on his mouth, licking him clean and… kissing him all over his body.
“You were wonderful” said JaeJoong while he stroked YunHo’s body lovingly. He smiled at his vampire mate and pursed his lips, asking for another kiss. And while JaeJoong bend forward to give his mate what he wanted he whispered something. “I’m so sorry that you needed to hear this from JunSu…” and he kissed his mate.