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fuck the auditions are definitely tomorrow. i've made so many cuts to this monologue, it's difficult to memorize what's still there and what isn't. i really hope i get in. i need to meet more people and be more distracted.
going home this weekend. HOLLY TIME TOMORROW! gonna miss that girl. then the beach on saturday, i guess. Jake said "with us", i'm guessing that's all the younguns. wow, i can like "pull a zan" and stuff.
we're still doing warm-ups in ballet to piano versions of evita and phantom. so distracting.
this is an actual headline (look down)
Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
you betcha
Where were you last night?
watching Some Like It Hot in george's dorm
What is today's date?
9-3-09
Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
no idea
When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
only if i'm buying one or two things
Anyone crushing on you?
doubt it
What is your relationship status?
all the single ladies, all the single ladies
Has anyone ever sang to you?
-ish.
Has anyone ever given you roses?
Yes
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
hayl no. my decayed body would be found in a bus by moosehunters...too soon?
What is your favorite color?
red
What color are your eyes?
Brown
What is a compliment you receive often?
stuff about fiddler, but not any more.
How tall are you?:
5'5 1/2"
Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
holly and because she does.
Do you like your parents?
yessum
Do you secretly like someone?:
Not really a secret any more, but what can you do
Why did your last relationship end?
cuz it didn't exist
Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
new yawk
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
depends
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Mom
How long does it take you to shower?
Like, ten minutes
Can you do splits?
hayl on
Are you flexible?
nope
What did you do on New Years Eve?
party at jen's house
Was your mom there?
No, but don't tell taylor's dad
Can you speak any other language than English?
i sort of speak spanish...but not really
What is the last letter of your middle name?
N
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Eightish
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?:
Yeah
Are you scared of flying?
no
What do you sleep in?
shorts and t-shirt
Who was the last person you kissed?
Mark
Do you like funny people or serious people?
Funny!
What are you listening to?
the sounds of Wall-e
What jewelry do you wear all the time?
hair tie
What do you have planned for tonight?
work on monologue, sleep
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Yeah
Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
my orange sweatshirt
Do you like messages or comments better?
either
Last movie you saw in theaters?
um...i think 500 days of summer....wow, there's a lot i need to see
Last thing you ate?
Pasta
What was last thing you drank?
Water
Are you happy right now?
sorta
If you could have one thing right now what would it be
him
Who makes you happiest right now?
wall-e
What were you doing at midnight last night?
talking to holly
Are you left handed?
No
What is the last thing you thought about?
about how i wasn't left-handed
When is your birthday?
july 8
Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yes
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
no
Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
haven't known her long enough, but she's cool
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
i think that would freak him out a bit, since we're not in a play any more
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
practicing monologue
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
didn't i answer this? holly
Last restaurant you went to?
Jack n the Box. i'm a big spender.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
George
Did you have an exciting last weekend?
yeah, huntington beach. good times.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yup
What do you spend most of your money on?
Food
Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
probably making ramen or something or talking to taylor
Ever kissed someone over 30?
Nope
Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
my dad, yes, but i think my mom knows anything
Do you like yourself?
Eh
Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yeah
Are you wearing a necklace?
No
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
yes
Are you an emotional person?
Yeah
What's something that can always make you feel better?
"dr poop"
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
No
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
that would be difficult
How's your heart lately?
health-wise, okay i guess. emotion-wise, fucked up.
Are you a cuddler?
sure
Will this weekend be a good one?
I hope
What do you want rightn ow?
emotional heimlich
Who can always cheer you up?
jake
Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
No
Who hugged you last?
tim
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yeah
Are you a kissable person?
i don't know
Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
I dunno
What is your relationship status?
single...i love repeat questions that remind me of my loneliness...
Who was the last person to come to your house?
house- ted, ayaka, danielle, nick, sara, zach. dorm- uh, christina's friend.
Look behind you, what do you see?
A wall, my casablanca poster
How many rooms does your house have?
i dunno. don't make me count.
Have you ever worked in a food place?
no
What would you name your future daughter?
Helena
Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
speech/movement, art of theater, fucking one-act auditions, then HOLLY TIME!
What do you think of love?
its been a bitch so far, but i'm told it can get better.
When is the last time you went to a party?
kmk cast party
Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
No
How do you feel about abortions?
pro-life
Do you eat junk food everyday?
if ramen counts, then yes
How often do you drive?
not that often any more, i have a scooter
Where did you last drive to?
book store
How late did you stay up last night and why?
1-ish because i was talking to holly about the stupid things that bother me
Do you like someone?
Yeah
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
Yeah
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
no
How's your life lately?
different
Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
No
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope
What do you think about the current gas prices?
could be better, could be worse
Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars?
no
Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
No
Do you think that you’re a good person?
i hope so
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i've only been single, so i don't know
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
No
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Never
Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No
Do you believe in love at first sight?
sorta
Have you ever requested a song on the radio?
No
Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No
When is the last time you took a nap?
I dunno
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
george
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine
Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
no
Do you miss anyone?
Yes
Is there one place you'd like to visit?
there's more than one, but i'm fond of chicago
Have you held hands with anyone today?
No
Do you like winter time?
Yeah
Do you own uggs?
no
Do you regret anything?
who doesn't
What are you excited about?
Weekend
Plans for today?
sleep
Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
no
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Two
Do you want to dance?
with you? no with my father
Who do you not get along with?
Your mom
Last movie you watched?
wall-e
What are your plans for the weekend?
holly-time, beach with jake and the littleuns, i'm guessing
What do you notice first about a guy?
smile
Something interesting happen lately?
fire in pv?
Where is the person you like right now?
home, i would think
Last time you took a shower?
last night
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
probably filling out this fucking essay
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
never
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yeah
Do you like where you live?
yeah, minus the heat
Last thing you purchased?
a slurpee
Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
in my dorm, watching wall-e. it's nice but i'm still really people-sick and nervous about my audition
Explain why you last threw up?
i was sick
Where did your last hug take place?
tim's room
Who was the last person to hold your hand?
dunno
Are you a jealous person?
i can be
Are you tired right now?
Kind of
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
that's fine.
Do you chew on your straws?
no
Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
george
Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
no
Do you have curly hair?
No
Do you lead people on?
No
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
i don't think so
Have you kissed anyone today?
No
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no
Last person you cried over?
him
Do you cry easily?
sort of. the last umpeenth times i've cried have been over the same thing/person
Do you have any brothers?
Yeah
What do you think of them?
George is one of my best friends, and james is...james
Where did you go today?
school, circle K
What should you be doing right now?
reading A Dollhouse
Are you a heavy sleeper?
Kind of
When was the last time you hand washed the dishes?
today
Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
dunno
Three feelings at the moment?
bored, lonely, meh
Who were the last people you ate with?
my roommies
What really makes you mad?
i dunno
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
every day
What are your plans for tonight?
Sleep
What's the last piercing you got?
Ears
Ever toilet papered someone’s house?
yes, but we failed
Do you want to be married right now?
not right now, no
What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping
What do you usually do first in the morning?
Wake up
Do you have college plans?
sort of having them right now
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Not really
How many different beverages have you had today?
2
What did you do today?
school
What is your favorite flavor of jelly?
strawberry
Do you want children?
yes
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
grocery shopping
If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
I would probably make an "Untouchables" reference
Do people underestimate you?
nah
Are you named after a grandparent?
No
What's something you're scared of?
death
Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No
Do you wish someone would call you?
sure
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
heart broken
Do you have a best friend?
yes
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
not really
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah
Ever felt that no one relates to you?
sorta
Had plans and broke them?
probably
going home this weekend. HOLLY TIME TOMORROW! gonna miss that girl. then the beach on saturday, i guess. Jake said "with us", i'm guessing that's all the younguns. wow, i can like "pull a zan" and stuff.
we're still doing warm-ups in ballet to piano versions of evita and phantom. so distracting.
this is an actual headline (look down)
Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
you betcha
Where were you last night?
watching Some Like It Hot in george's dorm
What is today's date?
9-3-09
Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
no idea
When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
only if i'm buying one or two things
Anyone crushing on you?
doubt it
What is your relationship status?
all the single ladies, all the single ladies
Has anyone ever sang to you?
-ish.
Has anyone ever given you roses?
Yes
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
hayl no. my decayed body would be found in a bus by moosehunters...too soon?
What is your favorite color?
red
What color are your eyes?
Brown
What is a compliment you receive often?
stuff about fiddler, but not any more.
How tall are you?:
5'5 1/2"
Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
holly and because she does.
Do you like your parents?
yessum
Do you secretly like someone?:
Not really a secret any more, but what can you do
Why did your last relationship end?
cuz it didn't exist
Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
new yawk
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
depends
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Mom
How long does it take you to shower?
Like, ten minutes
Can you do splits?
hayl on
Are you flexible?
nope
What did you do on New Years Eve?
party at jen's house
Was your mom there?
No, but don't tell taylor's dad
Can you speak any other language than English?
i sort of speak spanish...but not really
What is the last letter of your middle name?
N
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Eightish
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?:
Yeah
Are you scared of flying?
no
What do you sleep in?
shorts and t-shirt
Who was the last person you kissed?
Mark
Do you like funny people or serious people?
Funny!
What are you listening to?
the sounds of Wall-e
What jewelry do you wear all the time?
hair tie
What do you have planned for tonight?
work on monologue, sleep
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Yeah
Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
my orange sweatshirt
Do you like messages or comments better?
either
Last movie you saw in theaters?
um...i think 500 days of summer....wow, there's a lot i need to see
Last thing you ate?
Pasta
What was last thing you drank?
Water
Are you happy right now?
sorta
If you could have one thing right now what would it be
him
Who makes you happiest right now?
wall-e
What were you doing at midnight last night?
talking to holly
Are you left handed?
No
What is the last thing you thought about?
about how i wasn't left-handed
When is your birthday?
july 8
Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yes
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
no
Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
haven't known her long enough, but she's cool
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
i think that would freak him out a bit, since we're not in a play any more
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
practicing monologue
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
didn't i answer this? holly
Last restaurant you went to?
Jack n the Box. i'm a big spender.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
George
Did you have an exciting last weekend?
yeah, huntington beach. good times.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yup
What do you spend most of your money on?
Food
Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
probably making ramen or something or talking to taylor
Ever kissed someone over 30?
Nope
Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
my dad, yes, but i think my mom knows anything
Do you like yourself?
Eh
Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yeah
Are you wearing a necklace?
No
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
yes
Are you an emotional person?
Yeah
What's something that can always make you feel better?
"dr poop"
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
No
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
that would be difficult
How's your heart lately?
health-wise, okay i guess. emotion-wise, fucked up.
Are you a cuddler?
sure
Will this weekend be a good one?
I hope
What do you want rightn ow?
emotional heimlich
Who can always cheer you up?
jake
Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
No
Who hugged you last?
tim
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yeah
Are you a kissable person?
i don't know
Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
I dunno
What is your relationship status?
single...i love repeat questions that remind me of my loneliness...
Who was the last person to come to your house?
house- ted, ayaka, danielle, nick, sara, zach. dorm- uh, christina's friend.
Look behind you, what do you see?
A wall, my casablanca poster
How many rooms does your house have?
i dunno. don't make me count.
Have you ever worked in a food place?
no
What would you name your future daughter?
Helena
Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
speech/movement, art of theater, fucking one-act auditions, then HOLLY TIME!
What do you think of love?
its been a bitch so far, but i'm told it can get better.
When is the last time you went to a party?
kmk cast party
Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
No
How do you feel about abortions?
pro-life
Do you eat junk food everyday?
if ramen counts, then yes
How often do you drive?
not that often any more, i have a scooter
Where did you last drive to?
book store
How late did you stay up last night and why?
1-ish because i was talking to holly about the stupid things that bother me
Do you like someone?
Yeah
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
Yeah
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
no
How's your life lately?
different
Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
No
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope
What do you think about the current gas prices?
could be better, could be worse
Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars?
no
Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
No
Do you think that you’re a good person?
i hope so
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i've only been single, so i don't know
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
No
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Never
Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No
Do you believe in love at first sight?
sorta
Have you ever requested a song on the radio?
No
Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No
When is the last time you took a nap?
I dunno
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
george
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine
Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
no
Do you miss anyone?
Yes
Is there one place you'd like to visit?
there's more than one, but i'm fond of chicago
Have you held hands with anyone today?
No
Do you like winter time?
Yeah
Do you own uggs?
no
Do you regret anything?
who doesn't
What are you excited about?
Weekend
Plans for today?
sleep
Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
no
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Two
Do you want to dance?
with you? no with my father
Who do you not get along with?
Your mom
Last movie you watched?
wall-e
What are your plans for the weekend?
holly-time, beach with jake and the littleuns, i'm guessing
What do you notice first about a guy?
smile
Something interesting happen lately?
fire in pv?
Where is the person you like right now?
home, i would think
Last time you took a shower?
last night
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
probably filling out this fucking essay
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
never
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yeah
Do you like where you live?
yeah, minus the heat
Last thing you purchased?
a slurpee
Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
in my dorm, watching wall-e. it's nice but i'm still really people-sick and nervous about my audition
Explain why you last threw up?
i was sick
Where did your last hug take place?
tim's room
Who was the last person to hold your hand?
dunno
Are you a jealous person?
i can be
Are you tired right now?
Kind of
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
that's fine.
Do you chew on your straws?
no
Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
george
Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
no
Do you have curly hair?
No
Do you lead people on?
No
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
i don't think so
Have you kissed anyone today?
No
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no
Last person you cried over?
him
Do you cry easily?
sort of. the last umpeenth times i've cried have been over the same thing/person
Do you have any brothers?
Yeah
What do you think of them?
George is one of my best friends, and james is...james
Where did you go today?
school, circle K
What should you be doing right now?
reading A Dollhouse
Are you a heavy sleeper?
Kind of
When was the last time you hand washed the dishes?
today
Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
dunno
Three feelings at the moment?
bored, lonely, meh
Who were the last people you ate with?
my roommies
What really makes you mad?
i dunno
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
every day
What are your plans for tonight?
Sleep
What's the last piercing you got?
Ears
Ever toilet papered someone’s house?
yes, but we failed
Do you want to be married right now?
not right now, no
What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping
What do you usually do first in the morning?
Wake up
Do you have college plans?
sort of having them right now
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Not really
How many different beverages have you had today?
2
What did you do today?
school
What is your favorite flavor of jelly?
strawberry
Do you want children?
yes
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
grocery shopping
If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
I would probably make an "Untouchables" reference
Do people underestimate you?
nah
Are you named after a grandparent?
No
What's something you're scared of?
death
Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No
Do you wish someone would call you?
sure
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
heart broken
Do you have a best friend?
yes
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
not really
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah
Ever felt that no one relates to you?
sorta
Had plans and broke them?
probably