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Usually when I'm upset or worried or just feel really shitty, I post lyrics. They usually get me in trouble and I have to do a lot more explaining than I want to. So I'm just gonna say what I'm thinking.
And if you really want to know...
I don't understand when I became such a bad person. I don't know when people started to say I'm glad I'm not her rather than I want to be more like her. I don't know when my days became more bad than good. I don't know when I began wishing that the school day could end so I could go home and have a friend to talk to. I don't know when I quit caring. I don't know when I quit trying. I don't know when I began feeling like I was not important to anyone. I don't know when I started allowing myself to be used. I don't know when I began apart of lies...all the time. I don't know what has happened to me.