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[sonamour]

I've been avoiding an update. I love that last entry. And I liked the fact that people could see it.

Read the entry he wrote about it. I've read it like 10 times already. scuttlehorse

That feeling of being overwhelmingly happy and miserable at the same time is now taking over.

The next three months will be the ultimate test. And I have a feeling I'll pass with flying colors. I mean there is no one else.

Updates.

• My mom said we are moving to El Dorado Hills. Not that far away, but I hate it there. It's where I grew up. It reminds me of the divorce, and my bad childhood. I HATE EL DORADO HILLS, and I LOVE folsom. I'm hoping they'll change their minds, cause I love it here - and I don't want to lose my Folsom friends.
  
• My nose ring fell out, and was gone for a day. I came home and had to shove an earing back in. It bled, and it still hurts. I'm still trying to find the original piercing, somewhere around my room.
  
• Being back in school isn't so much of a problem for me. I don't see Zak as much though, and I hate it. He is also homeschooling soon. Uhhhh I'm going to scream.
  
• I can't get out of being sick. I've been so physically tired lately. It's gross.
  
• I found out a friend of mine has cancer. She's 29 now, I've known her since I was born. It's so weird, and shocking when someone you know gets sick. She had it in her uterus and had to have it removed. I think she had other things removed too, but I don't know what they are.
  
• My cell phone is still not charged, and I won't be able to use it for a little longer, so for people who call me just hang in there. Call it, and leave a message. Cause I always check them.
  
• We randomly started getting Noggin, and I can't stop watching Degrassi. Moronic, I know.
  
• Fred is on my mind during the hours I'm awake, every day. Probably in my sleep too, I just don't know it.
  

Ah, well. I'm going out to dinner with some friends. I need to get out.

It's raining, really hard.

P.S. I Love Banksy.