My ceiling is leaking again.
My mom is finally home. A big ha-ha in my evil step-dad's face - now he has to be nice to me.
I feel exhausted and overworked. And worst of all: physically, I'm extremely sick. I want to take a day off, stay home, read, play guitar, sleep, and just relax. It feels like I havn't been able to do that in forever. I can't now. Must keep up grades...ughhh. I'm working so hard this year. I NEED A TRIP TO DISNEYLAND, LYKE...GAWWWDDD.
I loved the weekend with Jamie. During the summer I'll live at her house and eat all of her cookies and play all of her guitars. That's just how it's going to be.
I miss Collin. I miss my sister. I'm going to miss Zak. And I missed mewithoutyou.
If you could please: kick me in the face and tell me to not be so insecure.
Because I would really appreciate it.
I'm not going insane, I promise. I need someone to come pick me up, take me to borders, read up on philosophy, take care of me a little bit, and reassure me that It's not possible to spontaniously combust just because you feel like you're going to. A hug would be nice too.
And a huge I LOVE YOU to those who read my journal - you really have some tolerance.
who am I kidding.
I feel exhausted and overworked. And worst of all: physically, I'm extremely sick. I want to take a day off, stay home, read, play guitar, sleep, and just relax. It feels like I havn't been able to do that in forever. I can't now. Must keep up grades...ughhh. I'm working so hard this year. I NEED A TRIP TO DISNEYLAND, LYKE...GAWWWDDD.
I loved the weekend with Jamie. During the summer I'll live at her house and eat all of her cookies and play all of her guitars. That's just how it's going to be.
I miss Collin. I miss my sister. I'm going to miss Zak. And I missed mewithoutyou.
If you could please: kick me in the face and tell me to not be so insecure.
Because I would really appreciate it.
I'm not going insane, I promise. I need someone to come pick me up, take me to borders, read up on philosophy, take care of me a little bit, and reassure me that It's not possible to spontaniously combust just because you feel like you're going to. A hug would be nice too.
And a huge I LOVE YOU to those who read my journal - you really have some tolerance.
who am I kidding.