This is a new begining...
(From now on, if you see a title that looks like a song or poem title, and a song or poem in the post, I wrote it unless noted otherwise)
Synapse Fires
Oh, to forget
and never get
bent out of shape
but like a grape
it has a sour side too
Oh, to remember
all of the members
of the brain
that cause us pain
synapse fires, and what we forgot comes to life again
If we could just forget
forever
and never
remember
all the wrongs we did
all the wrongs done to us
maybe we could just
move on with our lives
but like knives
memory stabs us in the back
this is a panic attack
and we lack
a cure for the pain
its completely insane
the past will haunt us like a ghost for the rest of our days
people tell us it will all be okay
but do they
really know?
because it doesn't show
how could the know?
Because we all live with some sort of pain from a previous day that lingers on
and on
and on
and on
it's simple and plain
we hurt in the mundane
moments
and
we
need
to
call
out
to
God
for
an
end
to
our
suffering
before it kills us all
we need him to help us let go
Lord, grab the wheel
please take control
because I'm steering through dead stop traffic
while the radio only blasts static
God release me.
(I have one also from the opposite end of the spectrum)
One In A Million Moment
Serene
or is this just a dream?
peace of mind
no stress on my chest
this could be fake at best
but i really feel at rest
does nothing really matter right now?
it doesn't, I'm just calm
no shaky palms
I feel good
like i should
and knew eventually i would
not stressing is the best
Relaxed and carefree
i wish i could always be
lust like i am right now
but i don't know how
people really get me down
and often think of me as a loser
or a clown
but I'm no joke, i can assure you of that.
I'm not a punchline
and right now, i don't care if you think I am
because i know I'm not
and I'm also not worried
about how little money I've got
cause money cant buy this
and I'm glad it doesn't
it shouldn't
I feel free
I'm done buying into the idea
that my happiness is fake
that's a mistake
and I'm gonna take
this moment to thank
God Himself
for this perfect moment
I'm not angry
I'm not stressed
I'm not worried
I'm not depressed
Lord on high
blessed are you
for making all
of my prayers come true
cause that's what you do
I asked for tranquility, and you gave me a blanket of it.
bliss
peace
happiness
thankful
glad
appreciative
That's how I can be described
for now
maybe not later
but that doesn't matter now
all I can say is
wow
I didn't think this would be so amazing
but because it is
your name I am praising
Thank you my Beloved Savior
Synapse Fires
Oh, to forget
and never get
bent out of shape
but like a grape
it has a sour side too
Oh, to remember
all of the members
of the brain
that cause us pain
synapse fires, and what we forgot comes to life again
If we could just forget
forever
and never
remember
all the wrongs we did
all the wrongs done to us
maybe we could just
move on with our lives
but like knives
memory stabs us in the back
this is a panic attack
and we lack
a cure for the pain
its completely insane
the past will haunt us like a ghost for the rest of our days
people tell us it will all be okay
but do they
really know?
because it doesn't show
how could the know?
Because we all live with some sort of pain from a previous day that lingers on
and on
and on
and on
it's simple and plain
we hurt in the mundane
moments
and
we
need
to
call
out
to
God
for
an
end
to
our
suffering
before it kills us all
we need him to help us let go
Lord, grab the wheel
please take control
because I'm steering through dead stop traffic
while the radio only blasts static
God release me.
(I have one also from the opposite end of the spectrum)
One In A Million Moment
Serene
or is this just a dream?
peace of mind
no stress on my chest
this could be fake at best
but i really feel at rest
does nothing really matter right now?
it doesn't, I'm just calm
no shaky palms
I feel good
like i should
and knew eventually i would
not stressing is the best
Relaxed and carefree
i wish i could always be
lust like i am right now
but i don't know how
people really get me down
and often think of me as a loser
or a clown
but I'm no joke, i can assure you of that.
I'm not a punchline
and right now, i don't care if you think I am
because i know I'm not
and I'm also not worried
about how little money I've got
cause money cant buy this
and I'm glad it doesn't
it shouldn't
I feel free
I'm done buying into the idea
that my happiness is fake
that's a mistake
and I'm gonna take
this moment to thank
God Himself
for this perfect moment
I'm not angry
I'm not stressed
I'm not worried
I'm not depressed
Lord on high
blessed are you
for making all
of my prayers come true
cause that's what you do
I asked for tranquility, and you gave me a blanket of it.
bliss
peace
happiness
thankful
glad
appreciative
That's how I can be described
for now
maybe not later
but that doesn't matter now
all I can say is
wow
I didn't think this would be so amazing
but because it is
your name I am praising
Thank you my Beloved Savior