Alright Here goes.
Well It's been a lil while I knw but I don't knw i just havn't been as up to updateing lately. I mean I havn't even Updated My dead journal as much. I don't Knw i jsut feel like i'm in the Calm before the storm Something seems to be gonna happen but i don't knw IT's just my luck is that it's always something bad that happens When ever I am truly happy it seems that things just go down hill and Gradually fall apart no matter how Perfect things seem to be. I just hope so badly that Notheing bad Happens We all just want a lil bit of Happiness. WEll sigh what can i say. Notehing to new Happening lately. School is out till the 21st of July so i have a break all i have to wry about is work untill the 21st then I'm like totaly screwed cause it will suck ass o badly that I have to go to work and school i'll have like no free time at all butwell we do what we must i guess. Well i guess After summer semester I have a couple weeks to wait then I can go Visist Sandi M'love. And it seems that it will be easier now since my brotehr says that one of his Benifits because of where he is gonna be at in the Military that he can get me and Friends and the such plane tickets fer like a lil over 16 bucks or something like that Which is like Super kewl. Me and Tony are Talking about going to Germany sometime together then. But it also makes Visiting Sandi in October so much easier.