WOw.......
I hate this feeling....There's only so much i can do rite now....My name means "worthy of love" but they forgot the "un" at the beginning...Must be a typo...Im never acceptable n i fear i never will be...Grrr...I wish i could do something i wish i could help ppl...I gotta stop wishing and start praying i guess...I hate how i want something soooo BEYOND being out of reach even though its rite in front of me...I dont wanna do this anymore...I dont understand how God can even LOOK at me when I cant stand myself...Everything hurts too much now....Anyway, im gonna go sleep...I am incapable of anything worthwhile at the moment....Im sorry if this has saddened you it was not my intention at all...I love you all and i hope you all feel the same...<3 Parting is such sweet sorrow...<3