Apr 04, 2005 12:47
La, La, La, La, La....I just felt like singing. Random, yes!
Anyway, why the hell must I be so patient with everything in my life....ahh, I am going insane. I talked to you the other night for 5.5 hours, can you believe that shit? Of course, it's because I haven't talked to you since August, but, I was VERY happy to hear the way things have been coming along for you. You've come a long way. Hopefully, someday (provided my patience holds thin), something more can progress, but for now, I am behind you 100%.
Additionally, what's been going on? Hmmm, I fucking hate my ex-boyfriend, not for reasons of drama by any means, I just hate the bastard because STILL he inconveniences me and burdens me with his life, which, unfortunatly is beyond my control at the current moment.
Still, I have this psycho guy obsessing over me. Dude, it was cool for a minute when I was getting to know you, but seriously, MOVE ON! Furthermore, you've discussed how you're "normal", and I should give you the chance, but what aren't you seeing? Clearly, if you are getting all pissed at me and acting like a fucking girl only because I didn't want to go out with you "one" simple night, wouldn't that tell you that obviously, we are not meant for one another?! Jesus Christ...
Hotties, Hotties, Hotties; thank god for LA. Thank god for Craig...thank god for Kel. So, yeah, we've definitely become gym bunnies, wouldn't ya say, Kel? Oh well, look at it this way, something else to obsess over considering the O-C-D factor...lmfao...Cancun will be fabulous tho...
Ummm, what else? I am tan as fuck; just got back from Milan; loved it!lmao...I have a new "diet". I almost feel like a nut because I ingest little or no fattening foods anymore. Although, it's done my body well, and I am content with it for right now, so we shall see if this is just a phase, or if I really am willing to change aspects of my life...I think that's the one; I've stuck with it longer than I thought I would.
Career: Well, hmmm, not really sure where this is going. I feel like I don't have enough money to do all of the things that I want to do. Of course, grad school is definitely still an option, and if anything, will be used as a last recourse in case I decide to switch industries....perhaps I should go back to Pharmaceuticals...hmmm....decisions, decisions...who knows, maybe I am just a little annoyed at the fact that I am getting older and I want a god damn house already; I am so damn impatient...lol...
At any rate, I think I've said plenty for awhile, so I'm out!
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