It's official...
So today starts Day 1 of my "cold turkey, quit smoking day". I am doing pretty well. I am craving a cigarette like a mofo, but I gotta stay strong, stay strong. I know that I will be able to do it; I did it once before for my ex-bf, but perhaps he was my motivation? Nah, I'd like to think that I did it for myself, and I wasn't co-dependent on someone else helping me to quit. I can feel my irritability starting to surface. I just got off the phone with those assholes from Sprint; I am always rude to them, but today more especially than any other--just because.
Gave my boy, Tim-Timmy my deposit for our weekend get-a-way; it's going to be awesome; just not cool without the cigarettes. What has gotten into me? Suddenly, I am all about promoting good health, going to the gym, running/walking, quit smoking...hmmm, I think I am just a little bugged out in my life right now, and this is my way to cope; damn good way, huh? Baltimore Avenue, here I come...lol...
Got some new wheels on Vera; so she rides like a beauty now...I love it. Spoke to my friend Matt today; he had an epiphany as well, so I was glad to hear that he is doing much better with regard to relationships. I'm here for ya buddy, and any time you want to go out and pick up some honies, call my shit up! Holla! Hmmm, love this new song that I heard on BET; loving it. Met some Australian girl the other night; love her!
I've become quite competitive in the last several weeks, and I don't know if I like this "change". Not with regard to anything like a relationship, but in a business aspect. I was talking to a friend of mine about finances and ish, and even though we gross almost the same, yearly, he's still in a better financial position. I am not going to get all bitter; why should I? However, it did provide some motivation just to do better for myself; I will be ok; always am.
Uh oh, I am feeling a bit angry all the sudden; I'm going to have to call captain pussy pants one of these days for my fucking money...I feel like a god damn bill collector; I'll tell ya. Speaking of her (him), Katie and I were dicussing how gay he was for me. Of course, every gay male carries some type of femininity; however, some more than others. At the time, I could never really tell that this mofo was gay, but I guess I was blind-sided. In a matter of 10 min., I managed to recall his walk, his talk, his mannerisms--boy is definitely a faggot...come to think of it!
I am thinking a healthier diet; perhaps macrobiotic. It's been known that it cures diseases and stuff, but you have to be into homopatheic medicine and shit like that. I never was until I met those "different" Center City people, but they are cool peoples.
Oh, ended my "fling" with Miss Delaware...too damn possesive and insecure; something I cannot afford to be in/be right now in my life. I had to let him down, gently. Still blows up my phone with text messages, calls and whatever else like it's nobody's business, but I don't have it in me to be "that" asshole to tell him that he should curtail his calling/writing habits with me...ugh, it sucks being so nice, yet having to be such an asshole...what gives?!
Ooooh, a condom commercial...be back later!
Gave my boy, Tim-Timmy my deposit for our weekend get-a-way; it's going to be awesome; just not cool without the cigarettes. What has gotten into me? Suddenly, I am all about promoting good health, going to the gym, running/walking, quit smoking...hmmm, I think I am just a little bugged out in my life right now, and this is my way to cope; damn good way, huh? Baltimore Avenue, here I come...lol...
Got some new wheels on Vera; so she rides like a beauty now...I love it. Spoke to my friend Matt today; he had an epiphany as well, so I was glad to hear that he is doing much better with regard to relationships. I'm here for ya buddy, and any time you want to go out and pick up some honies, call my shit up! Holla! Hmmm, love this new song that I heard on BET; loving it. Met some Australian girl the other night; love her!
I've become quite competitive in the last several weeks, and I don't know if I like this "change". Not with regard to anything like a relationship, but in a business aspect. I was talking to a friend of mine about finances and ish, and even though we gross almost the same, yearly, he's still in a better financial position. I am not going to get all bitter; why should I? However, it did provide some motivation just to do better for myself; I will be ok; always am.
Uh oh, I am feeling a bit angry all the sudden; I'm going to have to call captain pussy pants one of these days for my fucking money...I feel like a god damn bill collector; I'll tell ya. Speaking of her (him), Katie and I were dicussing how gay he was for me. Of course, every gay male carries some type of femininity; however, some more than others. At the time, I could never really tell that this mofo was gay, but I guess I was blind-sided. In a matter of 10 min., I managed to recall his walk, his talk, his mannerisms--boy is definitely a faggot...come to think of it!
I am thinking a healthier diet; perhaps macrobiotic. It's been known that it cures diseases and stuff, but you have to be into homopatheic medicine and shit like that. I never was until I met those "different" Center City people, but they are cool peoples.
Oh, ended my "fling" with Miss Delaware...too damn possesive and insecure; something I cannot afford to be in/be right now in my life. I had to let him down, gently. Still blows up my phone with text messages, calls and whatever else like it's nobody's business, but I don't have it in me to be "that" asshole to tell him that he should curtail his calling/writing habits with me...ugh, it sucks being so nice, yet having to be such an asshole...what gives?!
Ooooh, a condom commercial...be back later!