Jun 18, 2005 10:18
well, i might as well update while i'm here. vbs was swingin'. i loved my crew of girls. i had jennifer michie, baylie, lauren, mary, kaysie, and megan. i am so thankful i told nancy 4th or 5th. i pity all the people who got younger girls. and boys. some of them were off the walls. claudia had to deal with cassidy. i'm sorry claudia, you didn't deserve the torture!! side note, cassidy is a brat and i can't stand her. i was sad vbs was over, but what can you do. and i don't have to wake up quite as early anymore. well, now i do cause i'm dog sitting. but he doesn't talk back. so we're good. recently i have been living under tyranny. i cannot wait until my parents get back. most of the time. while we have bad days, she still buys me clothes, food, and gas. buying me gas makes me happy. cause then i can go places and be happier. but then i am not so happy when i have to come home. strangely, i have missed having siblings around. but it's nice and quiet, with no shouting from the playroom from my brother playing halo at all hours of the night when i'm trying to go to sleep. but i am saddened i had to miss the camp allen experience.
another thing is that i'm pretty mad about all this no-commitment style of dating. if you're messing around with someone and someone else wants to go for them, let them, because they're not obligated to you, so don't get jealous. it's your own fault. you didn't ask them out to have exclusive rights, so back off. if you want them, ask them out. why is this such a hard concept??? it's pathetic! arrrgghhh. i dunno, i'm just tired of all this drama crap and whatever. people need to get some priorities. and maybe i'm mad about my current situation as well. let me take that back. i am mad about my current situation, but i'm trying not to let it bother me as much. the end.
by the by, i have a job now at main event. i haven't started working yet, but i have a job. when i start, everyone should come visit me : )