this was a msg to my judgmental grandma after she said something about me being a tattoo artist
why do you have to say it like that. Like tattoos are a bad thing. Tattoos are one of the oldest professions on earth. Not only that I work my ass off to make my art look clean and nice. I make more money now doing this than I ever have in the past doing anything. That and I am happy doing what I do. I feel that sometimes you judge me for what I do or who I am. Im sorry I am not a Christian and believe in all of that nonsense. I dont do drugs, drink, smoke or treat people like shit.. or judge them for that matter. Feel free to express yourself to me anytime you want but please dont judge me for who I am because of the Choices I make in life. I am doing the best I can and working as hard as I can to make my business as smooth and profitable and as laid back as I possibly can. I always thought it was the christian way to leave the judging to "God", Yet I feel that I am judged all the time by these God fearing people. If God does exists, I would like to think he doesnt judge at all, but love and care for his creations. Now Just because I am not a christian it doesnt mean I do not believe in "God", I do believe in a higher power, Just not a judgmental bearded man in the sky watching over me and giving me rules and codes to live by. As a human with a brain I should already know what is right and wrong and how to treat people with kindness and respect, which is more than I can say for some people that I know. I dont claim to be perfect, but I feel that I have a hell of a better grasp on reality than most Christians do.. let alone mormons.. Dont even get me started with that cult... I have done my research extensively on who these people actually are. The founding members of the mormons were jesuits, illuminati, and freemasons.... Who only use the power to control and manipulate their followers into believing in what they have to say... im done ranting but yeah... I just get tired of people judging me. Its time to look inward and take a minute and realize what it is that you are doing in your life... what it is that you have done to get to the point that you are in your life and think about the mistakes and carelessness that you have had in your life.. now I am not one to pry in your life but it seems the situation that you are in is not one of comfort and stability. Think what you want to of me and how I live my life, but know this. I Have never once asked anyone for help for anything and I have not had the best had delt to me in life, but I make the best of it and I dont complain when things dont go my way. If something isnt right I dont pray for god to help me.. oh I know he wont do anything, I look within myself to find the answer or ask someone of wisdom for advice on how to better myself.. not ask for a handout. The choices you have made in life have lead you to where you are today. I am looking at my future and where I want to be. I am not going to get where I want to be by praying for it or asking god to help me or by asking broke ass, lazy, selfish family members for it..... and by that you know who I mean... I am just going to get it myself without harming others and trying to be considerate of all parties involved.