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This always happens to me.
as soon as I get a good thing going. Something else in my life has to fuck up or get all messed up. I really am trying as hard as I can. Im not sure what else is wanted of me but I am losing patience and at a very fast pace. Its like for the longest time my financial situation hasnt been the best. and now its looking up finally... not great just doing alot better than I was. Now the band is doing great and it looks promising but then again its like we are doing the same old shit that we always do.... and moving in with Mae has been more of a test than I had originally intended. Pretty smooth at first its just that money really is getting in the way and the lack of financial planning on all parts.. I really really try hard to make sure I get my shit paid on time and whatnot.. I dunno maybe I am being a little bit emotional about the whole situation.. but if I dont do something about it now then it really will start to effect our relationship.. there is no reason why money has to get us in such a fuster... oh well im done. im tired. im exhausted, lazy, drained. Im feeling that nasty Waylon attitude comming on again and I dont like that person but its hard not to be an asshole some times. Being nice never gets me anywhere so whatever.
way way
as soon as I get a good thing going. Something else in my life has to fuck up or get all messed up. I really am trying as hard as I can. Im not sure what else is wanted of me but I am losing patience and at a very fast pace. Its like for the longest time my financial situation hasnt been the best. and now its looking up finally... not great just doing alot better than I was. Now the band is doing great and it looks promising but then again its like we are doing the same old shit that we always do.... and moving in with Mae has been more of a test than I had originally intended. Pretty smooth at first its just that money really is getting in the way and the lack of financial planning on all parts.. I really really try hard to make sure I get my shit paid on time and whatnot.. I dunno maybe I am being a little bit emotional about the whole situation.. but if I dont do something about it now then it really will start to effect our relationship.. there is no reason why money has to get us in such a fuster... oh well im done. im tired. im exhausted, lazy, drained. Im feeling that nasty Waylon attitude comming on again and I dont like that person but its hard not to be an asshole some times. Being nice never gets me anywhere so whatever.
way way