Apr 02, 2006 21:42
My stomach and back fat keep growing and growing. I am about 116 pounds. My sister and mom and they can see my LOVE HANDLES when I was 103-105 I didnt have LOVE HANDLES I feel disgusting and depressed. I am NO longer eating. They need to stop making me eat. I hate it. They keep saying wait till we get the new house were getting work out stuff and we will do laps but it wont work. I am DISGUSTING I am majority of the time wearing baggy shirts and if the pants are tight I have to wear baggy shirts. I don't care anymore about health reasons, I wanna be skinny again. And I can't do this unless I STOP eating!