so pissed, so incredibley pissed.
so last night i had a panic attack, i thought everone was dead.
i called eric several times but to no avail. i left a couple messages. but he didnt call at all today.
i called him around five after my exams.
"im out with friends, ill call you tonight. love you bye. click."
now i read today that Jessi called his number, and he told her he didnt know me to get her off the line.
He knows how fucking shitty i've been feeling, he knows how much i miss them. he knows i dont have any friends left here, aside from him.
ug i hate myself im going to find a nice hole in the park to crawl in now.
i called eric several times but to no avail. i left a couple messages. but he didnt call at all today.
i called him around five after my exams.
"im out with friends, ill call you tonight. love you bye. click."
now i read today that Jessi called his number, and he told her he didnt know me to get her off the line.
He knows how fucking shitty i've been feeling, he knows how much i miss them. he knows i dont have any friends left here, aside from him.
ug i hate myself im going to find a nice hole in the park to crawl in now.