May 22, 2006 19:33
well i dont know wether or not i am yet.
but i was around smoke (wasnt smoking myself)
and my pisstest came up "unclear"
so thier going to dont the accutest wich is supposed to be far more accurate.
my problem is, did it come up unclear becuase i was around smoke(wich was a bit ago)?
if it did wouldnt it come up crystal clear on this accutest deal?
i dont want this shit to happen if i didnt even get to smoke.
i have the worst luck recently, heh heh.
im praying its all just a missunderstanding (these tests are wrong sometimes), my accutest will come up negative and i wont have to lose the last bit of sanity im holding on to.
June is going to make it an entire year living here.
i gotta say this is one of the worst years i can remember.