Hey, why not?
I've been happier recently than I have been in a long time. I like it, too. I've opened my eyes to the things I need to see and I've closed my eyes to the things that don't matter. I have friends who love me, and I love the friends I have. I care for my friends so much, I hope they know that. Katie Suffern said this to me in my yearbook: "You give my unconditional support and care, and I'm not even sure I realize the extent to which you look after me. I appreciate all of it, Chris." That really puts into perspective the support and care I'm capable of giving. I try to do that with all of the people that I care about most. So, like Katie, I hope they realize how much I care for them, because I do. I may not show it as much with some as with others, but I care for everyone so much. More than they know. I'd give my life for my friends. yeah...
I've been so wrapped up in school recently. I've managed to pull up my grades more, which is a very big plus. I only had one B on my midterm. That made me supremely happy. I was one of two student directors for "Fools", the Junior High play, the other one being Chelsea Kurtz, the love of my life. The cast was really fun, I enjoyed it. They did't have a very good work ethic, but, in the end, they pulled it together and the show turned out to be ten times better than we had been expecting. It took up a lot of my time that I could have used for more productive like getting a job or getting my license, but I have no regrets about doing the show. I guess that's a good thing, then. It was no Hamlet, but it was really fun.
I'm going to miss '05 a lot. I had so many good, close friends in that class. I guess this will be the test of just how good and just how close those friendships really are. I could tell you right now the ones that will perpetuate and the ones that will crumble. I won't do that, though. That's mean. Anyway, I really hope everyone in '05 has a great life and I wish them luck in all of their adventures and all of their stories.
I have so much more to say, but I just don't want to say it. It's irrelevant and unnecessary. Everything that I have to say I will remember. So what's the point?
I love you all. I love you all so so much. I hope you know that. Please remember that for always. Put it somewhere in your mind where you will always remember it. Paint it on your walls. Frame it and put it somewhere where everyone will see it. I love you...
I've been so wrapped up in school recently. I've managed to pull up my grades more, which is a very big plus. I only had one B on my midterm. That made me supremely happy. I was one of two student directors for "Fools", the Junior High play, the other one being Chelsea Kurtz, the love of my life. The cast was really fun, I enjoyed it. They did't have a very good work ethic, but, in the end, they pulled it together and the show turned out to be ten times better than we had been expecting. It took up a lot of my time that I could have used for more productive like getting a job or getting my license, but I have no regrets about doing the show. I guess that's a good thing, then. It was no Hamlet, but it was really fun.
I'm going to miss '05 a lot. I had so many good, close friends in that class. I guess this will be the test of just how good and just how close those friendships really are. I could tell you right now the ones that will perpetuate and the ones that will crumble. I won't do that, though. That's mean. Anyway, I really hope everyone in '05 has a great life and I wish them luck in all of their adventures and all of their stories.
I have so much more to say, but I just don't want to say it. It's irrelevant and unnecessary. Everything that I have to say I will remember. So what's the point?
I love you all. I love you all so so much. I hope you know that. Please remember that for always. Put it somewhere in your mind where you will always remember it. Paint it on your walls. Frame it and put it somewhere where everyone will see it. I love you...