nag nag nag
Well... been busy as usual, working on flyers for RARE and I have to go there to pick up the application from Marion for the corporate donation request I am sponsoring. I am nervous but hopeful RARE will get something!!
Planning a weekend excursion with Terri to Ithaca, going to cost more than planned but I'll figure it out somehow... I usually do... I hate how finances exclude me from so many things. But that is life... meh... And Terri makes things fun no matter what! Trying to convince Amanda to go. It would be nice to hang out with her! Another busy woman! It's been really hard to connect with her these days, so I miss her!
The good part is I get to meet up with one of my sales reps for lunch, I only see her once a year at conference so it will be interesting to have a face to face meeting instead of a name attached to an e-mail or voice on the phone. I think last year she wasn't at conference so I only met her once!
Other than that I finally buried the little hatchling turtle... she was in her little box for a week before I managed to be able to bury her, that and running out of daylight... always so busy...
I also have this weird nagging pain in my left hip. Haven't mentioned it because I kinda thought it would go away and I could go about pretending it isn't there, but it hasn't gone away. I don't remember injuring it in any way and I have not been going to the gym, but I really think I need to. Maybe exercise will help. Well I need the exercise in so many ways! My mom has fibro and she said that was how it started for her, a pain in the left hip. I am certainly not going to get all worked up over it. I don't even know if it is hereditary. And I won't think that way. So we'll go from thinking it may be nothing, may be from my recent weight gain (25 pounds is a lot for a small frame to have to carry around) or even stemming from the fact that I have been on depo for 3 f%$#*&g years and noone will take me off and noone will order a bone density test even though depo has been known to cause osteoporosis and leaches calcium and minerals from your bones. It also makes you gain weight. The longer you are on it the more at risk you are for these side effects. They say average weight gain is 4 pounds a year but how else do you explain gaining 25 pounds? My diet isn't that bad, I count the calories and it seems right, I walk dogs a few days a week even if I am not at the gym it is something, and yet the scale rises... I am technically now for the first time in my life clinically overweight...
damn depressing and embarassing...
i need to go to the gym in the mornings. i need this... I tell myself and then i am still too tired to get up... i need a motivator! ok... enough whining!
sorry to whine to you all!
Planning a weekend excursion with Terri to Ithaca, going to cost more than planned but I'll figure it out somehow... I usually do... I hate how finances exclude me from so many things. But that is life... meh... And Terri makes things fun no matter what! Trying to convince Amanda to go. It would be nice to hang out with her! Another busy woman! It's been really hard to connect with her these days, so I miss her!
The good part is I get to meet up with one of my sales reps for lunch, I only see her once a year at conference so it will be interesting to have a face to face meeting instead of a name attached to an e-mail or voice on the phone. I think last year she wasn't at conference so I only met her once!
Other than that I finally buried the little hatchling turtle... she was in her little box for a week before I managed to be able to bury her, that and running out of daylight... always so busy...
I also have this weird nagging pain in my left hip. Haven't mentioned it because I kinda thought it would go away and I could go about pretending it isn't there, but it hasn't gone away. I don't remember injuring it in any way and I have not been going to the gym, but I really think I need to. Maybe exercise will help. Well I need the exercise in so many ways! My mom has fibro and she said that was how it started for her, a pain in the left hip. I am certainly not going to get all worked up over it. I don't even know if it is hereditary. And I won't think that way. So we'll go from thinking it may be nothing, may be from my recent weight gain (25 pounds is a lot for a small frame to have to carry around) or even stemming from the fact that I have been on depo for 3 f%$#*&g years and noone will take me off and noone will order a bone density test even though depo has been known to cause osteoporosis and leaches calcium and minerals from your bones. It also makes you gain weight. The longer you are on it the more at risk you are for these side effects. They say average weight gain is 4 pounds a year but how else do you explain gaining 25 pounds? My diet isn't that bad, I count the calories and it seems right, I walk dogs a few days a week even if I am not at the gym it is something, and yet the scale rises... I am technically now for the first time in my life clinically overweight...
damn depressing and embarassing...
i need to go to the gym in the mornings. i need this... I tell myself and then i am still too tired to get up... i need a motivator! ok... enough whining!
sorry to whine to you all!