Feb 23, 2011 14:10
So Abby wants me to take a kind of fuck it approach to life for about five weeks. She wants me to be chill, cut myself ALL the slack, sleep when I feel like sleeping, get up when I feel like getting up, etc. My sleep has been so incredibly shitty and hard to come by lately, and I usually feel like going to sleep around 6pm, so we'll see how this works with cat feeding time and dinner time and all that. :\ Some things may need to be adjusted to accommodate that. But I've had so much low-level stress lately with shitty winter, shitty health, when am I getting my job back, get the dishes out, clean the room, try and do art, all of that, and Abby wants me to let go of it all. Do the cat pans and take some dishes down when I'm awake. If I feel like being awake and on the computer at 7am - fine, do that. We've got a SAD lamp on the way (I think I said that in another post), and hopefully that'll help me. But don't worry about being creative, or having money, or being on a "normal" schedule; just the basics, taking care of myself, doing my minimal chores around the house, helping when my mom needs me, etc.
Now I am going to quote Laura, because I also told Abby about this and she said yeah, just do this, basically.
honktraband: idk the overwhelming insignificance of my problems next to the cosmic scope of the universe is literally the reason i am so fucking chill
honktraband: oh you're an asshole??????? ok well you're also of no consequence
honktraband: and someday you will die
honktraband: and no one will care
honktraband: what you did
honktraband: or did not do
honktraband: and then i ride off into the sunset
honktraband: in my giving a shit mobile
blade charge: are you quoting rosnguil--oh
honktraband: SUDDENLY COLD BREEZE
why so pedo: fsdglj
honktraband: pfffffffffff
honktraband: dramatic breeze at the close of my speech
why so pedo: nice
honktraband: i'm so..............................cool
soyeah basically I just need to be chill and not get pissed off or worried over stupid shit that I have no control over, like uhhhh my health and the fact that this country is going into the dark ages and all that jazz.
Yep.
how u gaiz doin
adult things,
your mom,
no moar health issues plz,
mental health,
stuff