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so i dont know why but i torcher myself.
i think i like to be sad.
no i take it back
i dont like to be sad.
shit i knew this is how it would be if u hadn't let my feelings known.
but here i am with my heart on my sleeve waiting for someone who doesnt' feel the same to take my heart and keep it safe.
NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!
this sucks
i feel to torn. like a part of me wants to lash out and go back to the way things were before there was a title because at least i wouldn't have that fear of him being with other girls. or maybe thats why this all happened. because he want's other girls.
i dont like this game.
why is there such a big difference between nice guys and jerks.
like the only nice guys i meet are too nice for their own good. they will lie and continue what ever they start just so they dont hurt who ever they are with but ugh...then there is the jerk who is just that to the T. i JERK
i need to move.
or something.
:'(
peace
i think i like to be sad.
no i take it back
i dont like to be sad.
shit i knew this is how it would be if u hadn't let my feelings known.
but here i am with my heart on my sleeve waiting for someone who doesnt' feel the same to take my heart and keep it safe.
NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!
this sucks
i feel to torn. like a part of me wants to lash out and go back to the way things were before there was a title because at least i wouldn't have that fear of him being with other girls. or maybe thats why this all happened. because he want's other girls.
i dont like this game.
why is there such a big difference between nice guys and jerks.
like the only nice guys i meet are too nice for their own good. they will lie and continue what ever they start just so they dont hurt who ever they are with but ugh...then there is the jerk who is just that to the T. i JERK
i need to move.
or something.
:'(
peace