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so life isn't as fucked up or as amazing as i thought it would be as a child.
there's only been one thing to happen to me that has made me who i am today that i will always regret. i was doing just fucking fine until he came around. i didnt know someone so powerfully ignorant would affect me or have the ability. i had a average understanding of men that would have probably gotten me to a happier place than i am at currently with my outlook. i probably wouldn't be smoking. i probably wouldn't have done drugs. and if i hadn't done drugs i probably would be able to handle life without pills.
lol i probably wouldnt be posting this...
but somehow he make my mom happy.
or at the least comforted by his company.
there's only been one thing to happen to me that has made me who i am today that i will always regret. i was doing just fucking fine until he came around. i didnt know someone so powerfully ignorant would affect me or have the ability. i had a average understanding of men that would have probably gotten me to a happier place than i am at currently with my outlook. i probably wouldn't be smoking. i probably wouldn't have done drugs. and if i hadn't done drugs i probably would be able to handle life without pills.
lol i probably wouldnt be posting this...
but somehow he make my mom happy.
or at the least comforted by his company.