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[somnii_existeo]

define friendship.
does it go away as you grow up or is it like true love... and you grow together...

the thing i hate is when you get really close to someone for a while and then you guys lose touch..
then the next year... you work together...
obviously you could ignore eachother and just acknowledge the fact that you know eachother to other people
or say hi
well i was the one who said hi
and when i went to choose to ignore my "Friend" she didnt say hi

so i was a little confused

well i confronted her about it and what did she say... "i grew up"
now how does this make anysence when she has friends that are younger than her and who get cought up in all that shitty childlike drama that deals with boys liking girls and slutty people and people who actually have a soul.
i dont even know.

maybe im wrong.

but i miss her. she was amazing... and if i were to tell her that she would say "i know"
maybe her modesty has flown the coop.

ugh... so what led to me typing this...

i just found out that shes in town and i know she wont call me