wish me luck
I'm going back for my second interview at Target today, and I am very nervous and very hopeful. I want this job so much. Apparently Kohl's is hiring, as well, so if I don't get the job I can apply there... I just really need something to do with my time other than worry and get down on myself. Because that's all I do when I'm alone. Granted, I deserve it, somewhat, but I also doubt it will be a good way to enter the school year. Not to mention I need money. There are a lot of things I need/want, including clothes. I learned a long time ago that I couldn't count on my mother to buy me new clothes when I grow out of my old ones. But it's still annoying that I can't have any pants that fit me because I have four pairs of jeans. Even though they don't fit me. I keep trying to explain to her that I would feel better about myself and probably wouldn't hunch over so much if I actually had clothes that fit me.
Sometime this week, I'm getting my laptop! My aunt bought it for me Saturday, and my parents are going to pay her back for it. I'm more than excited, to be honest. I can't wait. I'll probably almost never leave my room, but that's okay, right? God, this means mobility, too. I'm really excited. This is the only nice thing I'll be getting for the next year and a half, I'm sure, but I don't care. It's probably the one that will serve me best.
I owe a friend of mine over fifty dollars. I don't know how that happened, but it did. It's a little ridiculous.
I'm trying to learn to play guitar, but it's not working. I can play three chords. My fingers are too rigid and sit funny on the neck of the guitar. I just want to learn so that I can be a busker in college. Good way to get extra income.
I'm annoyed at my mother, as usual, but we'll ignore that.
I'm off to shower and get dressed for my interview. Ngggh. Wish me luck.
Sometime this week, I'm getting my laptop! My aunt bought it for me Saturday, and my parents are going to pay her back for it. I'm more than excited, to be honest. I can't wait. I'll probably almost never leave my room, but that's okay, right? God, this means mobility, too. I'm really excited. This is the only nice thing I'll be getting for the next year and a half, I'm sure, but I don't care. It's probably the one that will serve me best.
I owe a friend of mine over fifty dollars. I don't know how that happened, but it did. It's a little ridiculous.
I'm trying to learn to play guitar, but it's not working. I can play three chords. My fingers are too rigid and sit funny on the neck of the guitar. I just want to learn so that I can be a busker in college. Good way to get extra income.
I'm annoyed at my mother, as usual, but we'll ignore that.
I'm off to shower and get dressed for my interview. Ngggh. Wish me luck.