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So it's the first day of my unemployment. I got up right away cleaned the house, updated my resume and applied for some positions, then after made some pesto and that pretty much took up my day until this point. My roommates should be home soon. I'm used to being the first one home but not all day. I'm so disappointed in myself. I honestly never really thought I'd get fired there. I thought I'd be there for a lot longer. I knew I was kind of unhappy but is anyone really ecstatic to be working where they do if it's not something they've worked for a long time. I don't know. I just can't believe it. I feel like I'm too old to be irresponsible. If I don't find another job I don't know what I'm going to do. I shouldn't think that way because I WILL find another job. Even if I don't make as much money. I really didn't want to have to work super early or night shifts again but I may just have to. I'll totally wait tables again if I have to. I am just trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about the sad part of all this too much. I need to keep myself positive. Hopefully this plan works.
Time to go eat my pesto.
Time to go eat my pesto.