i want a margarita.
i thought i was getting the hang of letting people treat me like shit, but i guess not.
until i do get the hang of it (or i decide to quit waiting tables) i guess i'll continue to deal with it by listening to converge and scrawling obscenities in my journal as soon as i'm home. ALL CAPS RARRR
walking to kristen's earlier, i heard someone yell at me what i made out to be, "you got a broken leg?"
so i slowed down and turn toward the direction of the voice. "what?"
"hey what's your name?"
"why?"
"i just wanna know -- what are you doing?"
"i'm...walking to a friend's house. what are you doing?"
a girl comes out of the doorway laughing. "he's flirting. just humor him. you're beautiful!" i smile and say thank you, continuing on my way. that always sounds about a hundred times better coming from a girl. enough to make my day. thanks random girl.
another dude comes out. "she's fine"
"yeah she is fine," says first dude.
remember when all of a sudden i was hot?
so i guess i've got that to fall back on, even if i actually suck at waiting tables. i should get a job at the Library...i'm certainly not above it.
...
last night was eric arnold's going-away thing. ben and i played him and jenna in pool. at one point he wanted to make sure he hadn't offended me the other night. i didn't know what he was talking about, but it was sort of touching. heather and i are going to go to clubs in charlotte and booty dance. we were the only ones enjoying the top 40 rap. kindred spirits.
until i do get the hang of it (or i decide to quit waiting tables) i guess i'll continue to deal with it by listening to converge and scrawling obscenities in my journal as soon as i'm home. ALL CAPS RARRR
walking to kristen's earlier, i heard someone yell at me what i made out to be, "you got a broken leg?"
so i slowed down and turn toward the direction of the voice. "what?"
"hey what's your name?"
"why?"
"i just wanna know -- what are you doing?"
"i'm...walking to a friend's house. what are you doing?"
a girl comes out of the doorway laughing. "he's flirting. just humor him. you're beautiful!" i smile and say thank you, continuing on my way. that always sounds about a hundred times better coming from a girl. enough to make my day. thanks random girl.
another dude comes out. "she's fine"
"yeah she is fine," says first dude.
remember when all of a sudden i was hot?
so i guess i've got that to fall back on, even if i actually suck at waiting tables. i should get a job at the Library...i'm certainly not above it.
...
last night was eric arnold's going-away thing. ben and i played him and jenna in pool. at one point he wanted to make sure he hadn't offended me the other night. i didn't know what he was talking about, but it was sort of touching. heather and i are going to go to clubs in charlotte and booty dance. we were the only ones enjoying the top 40 rap. kindred spirits.