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Well school has started and what not. Its good I guess, except I just put all my school supplies in my bag and its like exploding and thats without textbooks and stuff. The Janus's and Petersons are coming over tonight for crabs, so that should be fun I guess.
Last night I thought about my grandfather alot, and how much I miss him. I really do, going over to their house now it just isn't the same. And I was thinking about that night that we went over there for my dads birthday and it took everything I had not to cry while we were eating dinner because we were just sitting there staring at our plates instead of having fun and jokin like we normally did. And that night might have been the worst night of my life, even worse than the night he died, because that night I knew everything was going to be differen't forever, whether he died or was just sick. I was thinking about how this Thanksgiving was going to be so hard to get through because he wouldn't be there to offer gum and mints and make jokes that noone understood. God, I miss him. But then I was thinking about that night in the hospital when my sister, mom and I went to visit him and he winked at me and smiled. I'm glad I have that, so I don't have to remember him as sick and depressing, I can remember him as the same old Grandpa I always had.
Ashley, can I have my grey sweatpants back? Thanks dear.
Last night I thought about my grandfather alot, and how much I miss him. I really do, going over to their house now it just isn't the same. And I was thinking about that night that we went over there for my dads birthday and it took everything I had not to cry while we were eating dinner because we were just sitting there staring at our plates instead of having fun and jokin like we normally did. And that night might have been the worst night of my life, even worse than the night he died, because that night I knew everything was going to be differen't forever, whether he died or was just sick. I was thinking about how this Thanksgiving was going to be so hard to get through because he wouldn't be there to offer gum and mints and make jokes that noone understood. God, I miss him. But then I was thinking about that night in the hospital when my sister, mom and I went to visit him and he winked at me and smiled. I'm glad I have that, so I don't have to remember him as sick and depressing, I can remember him as the same old Grandpa I always had.
Ashley, can I have my grey sweatpants back? Thanks dear.