(no subject)
Your father made fetuses
with flesh-licking ladies
While you and your mother were
asleep in the trailer park"
When there are over 60 people in your own head, some of which have serious psychological issues, one can understand why I
"Thunderous sparks from
the dark of the stadiums
The music and medicine"
don't allow myself to get stressed out over other people's lives (if I can help it).
"you needed for comforting"
And why routine,
"So make you your fat,
fleshy fingers to moving
And pluck all your silly strings
and bend all your notes for me"
schedule, rest,
"And soft silly music is
meaningful, magical
The movements were beautiful,"
and boundaries
"all in your ovaries"
are a big deal.
Mike has, since this morning, been off kilter. As always, when something is wrong, we (Ian and I) give them things. This can range from eating specific foods that day, doing certain things, 'giving' them certain other multiple to 'play' with^1, and of course
"All of them milking"
music.
"with green, fleshly flowers
While powerful pistons were
sugary sweet machines"
Eventually, after cycling through music that resonates with Mike (calming or damaging, we - Ian and I - don't keep it to positive or negative), he picked one and wouldn't stop playing it. It's been on for hours now. It'll continue. It's caused a lot of further learning about him, particularly in areas of behavior with his children (other multiples of mine) that I will not be going into,
"Smelling of semen"
due to content.
"all under the garden"
This, like every other time this happens with one of either of ours in our DID systems (Ian's or mine), it's handled in this way. And by doing so, theyre allowed their emotions in a way that doesn't take away from our own needs too much, but it still lets them express them to the fullest that they want to. This can, sometimes, go on for days.
"Was all you were needing"
This is as far as he'll let me talk about it. I'm actually surprised it was allowed to become this long of a post. Then again, I didn't talk about him very much.
"when you still believed in me"^2
---
^1 despite the fact that it's a practice many others are completely against, we will allow our multiples to influence/affect/effect/damage one another (even across systems, such as my system to Ian's). Aka, they're allowed to interact no differently than if they were switched out. This keeps physical damage from being actually dealt and the physical bodies (or someone else's) that our systems reside in being harmed (and consequences of). Fights to serious abuse have resulted in this mutual understanding, and sometimes even death.
It's the closest they can get to a real life, and most actually prefer it much more over 'out here'.
^2 - neutral milk hotel, 'oh comely'
+ post written by Tyber M edited by Mike, who inserted his singing in italics
with flesh-licking ladies
While you and your mother were
asleep in the trailer park"
When there are over 60 people in your own head, some of which have serious psychological issues, one can understand why I
"Thunderous sparks from
the dark of the stadiums
The music and medicine"
don't allow myself to get stressed out over other people's lives (if I can help it).
"you needed for comforting"
And why routine,
"So make you your fat,
fleshy fingers to moving
And pluck all your silly strings
and bend all your notes for me"
schedule, rest,
"And soft silly music is
meaningful, magical
The movements were beautiful,"
and boundaries
"all in your ovaries"
are a big deal.
Mike has, since this morning, been off kilter. As always, when something is wrong, we (Ian and I) give them things. This can range from eating specific foods that day, doing certain things, 'giving' them certain other multiple to 'play' with^1, and of course
"All of them milking"
music.
"with green, fleshly flowers
While powerful pistons were
sugary sweet machines"
Eventually, after cycling through music that resonates with Mike (calming or damaging, we - Ian and I - don't keep it to positive or negative), he picked one and wouldn't stop playing it. It's been on for hours now. It'll continue. It's caused a lot of further learning about him, particularly in areas of behavior with his children (other multiples of mine) that I will not be going into,
"Smelling of semen"
due to content.
"all under the garden"
This, like every other time this happens with one of either of ours in our DID systems (Ian's or mine), it's handled in this way. And by doing so, theyre allowed their emotions in a way that doesn't take away from our own needs too much, but it still lets them express them to the fullest that they want to. This can, sometimes, go on for days.
"Was all you were needing"
This is as far as he'll let me talk about it. I'm actually surprised it was allowed to become this long of a post. Then again, I didn't talk about him very much.
"when you still believed in me"^2
---
^1 despite the fact that it's a practice many others are completely against, we will allow our multiples to influence/affect/effect/damage one another (even across systems, such as my system to Ian's). Aka, they're allowed to interact no differently than if they were switched out. This keeps physical damage from being actually dealt and the physical bodies (or someone else's) that our systems reside in being harmed (and consequences of). Fights to serious abuse have resulted in this mutual understanding, and sometimes even death.
It's the closest they can get to a real life, and most actually prefer it much more over 'out here'.
^2 - neutral milk hotel, 'oh comely'
+ post written by Tyber M edited by Mike, who inserted his singing in italics