There's balance in here somewhere
Since spring slapped Brooklyn in the face (yesturday) and the tempature suddenly upped itself and everything mysteriously bloomed, I've had both the jitters and some serious ADHD going on.
The jitters is because of the sudden massive influx of people suddenly roaming the streets and crowding them. I live in Brooklyn to avoid these, however working in Williamsburg means I might as well be working in lower Manhattan Village area. And it's only worse this spring because now with all the condos up and the new fenced in riverside lockdown @ dusk parks (which used to be open and nice and over run with weeds), everyone's flocked to it. And by 'everyone' I mean all the rich, fancy, disrespectful, ignorant assholes and hipsters that I can't deal with. Blegh.
My ADHD is because of the weather change, all these people running about, and my body going 'SPRING! SPRING! Run around run around!' which is met with me being stuck at work for hours on end.
Why is it worse than last year?
Because last year I was still pretty spiritually dead and emotionally dead, and was still waking up. Now that I'm awake I can actually hear my body demanding things, which I couldn't before. And I would love, LOVE to oblidge it, but I can't right now T_T
Speaking of body telling me things:
My heel cracked yesturday because I haven't been taking care of my feet (soaking after a long walk, pumice stone, etc), and this morning it was to the point that just putting my toes down hurt. So I brewed up an oat bath for it and while it feels a hell of a lot better, I still need to keep up on care.
So besides soaking them more often in different baths and making them (and me) happy, I'm going to paint my toenails to look like red ladybugs in a day or two :3
Or maybe tonight...
Did some new core exerises the last two days and jesus christ are they helping.
Lastly: I hate chairs. I have always hated chairs. I like sitting lotus on the floor. Due to this, when I sit in the chair I've always sat horridly and that's just added to my back fucking up. As that got worse, my lotus got worse. So all in all it's more things that contibruted to my back being fucked.
So at work now I put my back solid against my chair and pull it all the way the fuck in and plant my damn feet on the floor. And while I keep finding myself fixing myself (especially my feet, which I wrap around the post of the chair and all kinds of other nonsense), I'm getting better at it and I feel better.
Back brace comes tomorrow, but I won't be able to wear it until my tattoo is a bit more healed, I think. Gotta talk to Ray about that :3
The jitters is because of the sudden massive influx of people suddenly roaming the streets and crowding them. I live in Brooklyn to avoid these, however working in Williamsburg means I might as well be working in lower Manhattan Village area. And it's only worse this spring because now with all the condos up and the new fenced in riverside lockdown @ dusk parks (which used to be open and nice and over run with weeds), everyone's flocked to it. And by 'everyone' I mean all the rich, fancy, disrespectful, ignorant assholes and hipsters that I can't deal with. Blegh.
My ADHD is because of the weather change, all these people running about, and my body going 'SPRING! SPRING! Run around run around!' which is met with me being stuck at work for hours on end.
Why is it worse than last year?
Because last year I was still pretty spiritually dead and emotionally dead, and was still waking up. Now that I'm awake I can actually hear my body demanding things, which I couldn't before. And I would love, LOVE to oblidge it, but I can't right now T_T
Speaking of body telling me things:
My heel cracked yesturday because I haven't been taking care of my feet (soaking after a long walk, pumice stone, etc), and this morning it was to the point that just putting my toes down hurt. So I brewed up an oat bath for it and while it feels a hell of a lot better, I still need to keep up on care.
So besides soaking them more often in different baths and making them (and me) happy, I'm going to paint my toenails to look like red ladybugs in a day or two :3
Or maybe tonight...
Did some new core exerises the last two days and jesus christ are they helping.
Lastly: I hate chairs. I have always hated chairs. I like sitting lotus on the floor. Due to this, when I sit in the chair I've always sat horridly and that's just added to my back fucking up. As that got worse, my lotus got worse. So all in all it's more things that contibruted to my back being fucked.
So at work now I put my back solid against my chair and pull it all the way the fuck in and plant my damn feet on the floor. And while I keep finding myself fixing myself (especially my feet, which I wrap around the post of the chair and all kinds of other nonsense), I'm getting better at it and I feel better.
Back brace comes tomorrow, but I won't be able to wear it until my tattoo is a bit more healed, I think. Gotta talk to Ray about that :3