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I'm not good at starting small. It's an agressive learning habit that I have. And because of it, I tend to either not build up a proper tolerance for something or I barrel in so fucking fast and hard that I miss half of what's important on the way into forcing myself to learn/know whatever it is that I'm demanding of myself.
Due to this, I have incredibly high expectations for myself.
When I don't meet them, I get frustrated and depressed.
I've gotten a lot better about this in most things, but my art still suffers because of it. It's why I don't finish things.
I'm learning to tone it down for myself. It's just taking a lot of effort.
Due to this, I have incredibly high expectations for myself.
When I don't meet them, I get frustrated and depressed.
I've gotten a lot better about this in most things, but my art still suffers because of it. It's why I don't finish things.
I'm learning to tone it down for myself. It's just taking a lot of effort.