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This morning I only had to vacuum the kitchen, as I had done it right before bed last night. I didn't ask permission to do that though.. like to not vacuum. I just.. didn't think about it. But now I'm going to have to bring it up to Ian later. I'm not doing that again (not vacuuming, even if I did the night before) because it kinda threw me off this morning.
I did the dishes, vaccumed, and packed stuff for our going away. And I wrote.
And I just realized I didn't take out the garbage.
What the fuck.
I took out the recycling but not the garbage.
Jesus I think I might have actually felt lazy this morning. Like.. I don't even remember what that feels like with my morning chores, really. I know what it's like to be playfully lazy, like when he's home and I'm looking for a spanking. But.
Yeah.
Yeah this wasn't intentional at all and now I'm really mad at myself.
Anyways this is brought to you by the fact that Ian brought it up at work. The problem is because he works so much, he never gets online. When he's not working he's always with me and barely gets on the computer, unless it's to write (when I get upset about how much he works he just says 'In a year we'll be moving and then it'll be better' all matter of factly). Because of this, he doesn't see my checkins.
And because of that, I got lazy with the checkins.
And then my chores (I didn't take out the garbage for the past 4 days, something I never fucking do).
So he's going to be making a checklist for me that he'll be looking over every night that he comes home. That way he can punish or reprimand as needed. It'll be made over our vacation.
When he said all of this, like saying that I haven't been keeping up on things (and yet he says his laziness with checking my work bred my laziness, which I can agree on but at the same time not), it really sunk in. And it's furtherly doing so now.
I did the dishes, vaccumed, and packed stuff for our going away. And I wrote.
And I just realized I didn't take out the garbage.
What the fuck.
I took out the recycling but not the garbage.
Jesus I think I might have actually felt lazy this morning. Like.. I don't even remember what that feels like with my morning chores, really. I know what it's like to be playfully lazy, like when he's home and I'm looking for a spanking. But.
Yeah.
Yeah this wasn't intentional at all and now I'm really mad at myself.
Anyways this is brought to you by the fact that Ian brought it up at work. The problem is because he works so much, he never gets online. When he's not working he's always with me and barely gets on the computer, unless it's to write (when I get upset about how much he works he just says 'In a year we'll be moving and then it'll be better' all matter of factly). Because of this, he doesn't see my checkins.
And because of that, I got lazy with the checkins.
And then my chores (I didn't take out the garbage for the past 4 days, something I never fucking do).
So he's going to be making a checklist for me that he'll be looking over every night that he comes home. That way he can punish or reprimand as needed. It'll be made over our vacation.
When he said all of this, like saying that I haven't been keeping up on things (and yet he says his laziness with checking my work bred my laziness, which I can agree on but at the same time not), it really sunk in. And it's furtherly doing so now.