Apr 07, 2006 12:43
I´ve dealt with my ghosts and I´ve faced all my demons, finally content with the past I regret. I found you find strength in your moments of weakness. Finally at peace with myself. I´ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long. I´m moving on.
I´ve lived in this place and I know all the faces; each one is different, but they´re always the same. They mean me no harm, but it´s time that I faced it- they´ll never allow me to change. But I never dreamed home would end up where I don´t belong. I´m moving on.
I´m moving on. At last I can see- live has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there´s no guarantees, but I´m not alone. There comes a time in everyone´s life, when all you can see are the years passing by. And I´ve made up my mind- those days are gone.
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn´t. Stopped to fill up on my way out of town. I´ve loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn´t. I had to lose everything to find out. And maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road. But I´m movin on.